starcat

okay, so I am actually feeling much better. I cut out all fatty foods from my diet completely for the past 3 days. That did the trick. I am pretty hungry now, from so many days of not eating, I am pretty much doing the vegan thing. It seems I can have a little bit of dairy if its non fat, but i'm pretty sure cheese set it off as does eggs. uggggg....i love cheese!!! Anyway, I'm glad to be feeling better and no longer hoping for death.

In other news...Josie is SOOOO close to walking on her own. She just needs the confidence. We went to the mall and got new shoes today because her others were a size in a half too small apparently. damn baby feet!! they grow so quickly.

hubby did a bunch of work around the house yesterday. yay. but then last night went to a friends birthday party....he's still there. Our group of friends tends to have crazy parties with massive amounts of recreational pharmaceuticals, etc....although I have not partaken in this type of party for well over a year....hell...almost 2.....they were fun, though, big weekend long binges. He's having a good time, I'm glad....he had to basically take care of the baby all by himself last week because I was so sick. I was in bed, puking or in pain when i wasn't at work. i have to admit I am a little jealous. Before I was pregnant (this time) we had an opportunity to go out but I just didn't want to leave the baby for the night. She's never been away from us for the whole night, and I wasn't ready. I'm sure she would be fine, but I doubt I would have had a good time, constantly worrying and thinking about her. Oh well....if and when the time is right I may have one last chance at a weekend bender. I'm not too old yet....am i???