One thing I've found in life to be painfully true.. is that when you let someone in.. behind your guard.. they will invariably use you up until they've had their fill.. and discard you for someone or something else.. Sometimes under the auspices that it is for your own good.. and that's the most fucked up part about it.. I'd rather have the person come to me and tell me flat out why they're doing it.. I think the closure is alot more satisfying that way.. But who really knows huh? The answer my friend is blowin' in the wind.. I know this is kind of a mopey blog.. Sorry about that to whoever reads it.. I'll redouble my efforts on the next time around.. Take care of yourselves.
