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Happy New year err'body.. Wewww!

Merry Christmas, happy holidays and all that. Hope everyone is well and lovin' it.

What to say about lately.. Hmm. Snow, cold, winter pounding on the door all like "IT'S WINTER MOTHAFUCKA" *in Samuel L. Jackson's voice*. :\ Not to be going all emo, but things have been kind of just grey lately.. Like I'm walking along robotic-like going through motions. The things I usually enjoy doing offer little to no diversion from sitting and pondering where things leveled...
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Today my head is all like: HOW DOES THIS FEEL MOTHERFUCKER?:eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee >.<.. It sucks.. But other than that it has been a very relaxing day with plenty of introspection I spose. Hope everyone is doing well. It's fuckin' monsoon season here in Minnesota. ..

Came home today to find that my girlfriend had moved out while I was working.. .. No good explanation for it, and I put in so much work over the last year and a half to make sure herself and her son were happy.. I'm not sure I have ever felt quite so discarded and worthless in my life. It seems that whether I work...
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Been awhile since I've updated this, but big fuckin whup, noone reads blogs unless they've got some pictures in em right? . It's cold as hell here.. Way below freezing with the windchill and I think it has a negative effect on people's moods (mine included). I say this because most of the people that I talk to on a daily basis are just kinda...
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I haven't dropped a post on here in a looonnggg time.. So I think I'll give anyone who reads this an account of my week.. It's been sort of hazy in a fugue-type way (You know? Kind of droning along.).. Every sinlge person I've talked to with a problem seems to have either dropped their phone in a toilet or disabled it by fucking around.....
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Have you ever gone out for a night on the town down as hell just looking to blow off some steam and forget things for a bit? I have more than once and that is what I went out tonight to do.. However, I ran into all kinds of people, some that i hardly knew who wanted nothing more than to uplift me and make...
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Far.

One thing I've found in life to be painfully true.. is that when you let someone in.. behind your guard.. they will invariably use you up until they've had their fill.. and discard you for someone or something else.. Sometimes under the auspices that it is for your own good.. and that's the most fucked up part about it.. I'd rather have the person come...
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After a very long and shitty last few months, I think things are finally starting to look up.. Which is a great reprieve from dramatic bullshit happening every few days.. It's nice to wake up in the morning and look at the sun coming up knowing that things are just going to get better.. Not much else to say other than that.. I hope anyone...
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No blog in awhile so here's a little bit of my older writing.. finally going to be getting back to it soon.. Had a dreadful bout with writer's block but it seems to be clearing..

If that is right.. Where is the wrong?
I've faltered weak then clawed back strong..
The road's been cruel, harsh and long..
Through snares and snarls tarry on..
The night.....
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