Watching: the Australian Open. I'm talking a good 5hrs of tennis a day. That shit is addictive.
Lusting: after Marat Safin, the Russian millionaire playboy tennis star. Sure, I'm gay but that man is so spunky he'd turn anyone.
Qualifying: that last statement. It's actually a big deal that I find anyone attractive at the moment. I'm going through a prudish stage in which sex - or even public displays of affection - grosses me out.
Wondering: is that normal?
Lusting: after Marat Safin, the Russian millionaire playboy tennis star. Sure, I'm gay but that man is so spunky he'd turn anyone.
Qualifying: that last statement. It's actually a big deal that I find anyone attractive at the moment. I'm going through a prudish stage in which sex - or even public displays of affection - grosses me out.
Wondering: is that normal?
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that said i am the queen of them
i gross myself out