well here i am, another lovely day on the planet earth. its supposed to be nice here in kentucky today, high of 81, nice and sunny, low humidity, no clouds......what more can you ask for? well i could ask for a beach, that would be nice. i am basically a beach person and lived around the beach all my live till i finished high school and joined the navy. then i was stationed in california so i was around the beach again (no complaints). when i left the military ( not by my own choice,,,,,got hurt so i was medially discharged) and moved to colorado to help out my parents and to go to school. there is where my downfall started. havnt lived near the beach since....(sad face 
) and that was in 1986. oh well....cant have everything they tell me but i keep asking why i cant......?
well here i sit, again. nothing to really do since im not allowed to work due to my medical issues. i have developed into a old man early i think. as of right now i am waiting for social security to get off their asses and send me the three years of back pay they owe me so i can figure out what im going to do. i have thought of just buying a place here in kentucky to be near my daughter (who graduates this year from high school). my son says he doesnt care if i move since he will most likely go with me....(he is 19 will be 20 in may) so that is good. do i want to go to arizona where i have a small parcial of land that was my parents. it was a thing that they bought 30 years or more ago and was supposed to end up being a new sub division out in the desert but it never took off so there is nothing out there now. i thought of just putting a trailer out there anyway and enjoy the peace and solitude of life. then there is the beach....i could move to florida or i have even thought of texas or even trying to move to a different country like somewhere in the virgin isles. i just dont think i will have the money to do all that though. i have looked on some real estates listings and can afford some places but dont know if i can get a loan for something like that out of the country.
i am typing this cuz i am extreamly bored and depressed. if you didnt know....both of my parents died within 6 months of each other due to cancer last year and i am still feeling that. i have no brothers or sisters so really the only family i have is my kids and some relations in other states but unfortunalty we arnt that close, at least what i think family should be. i miss my parents badly because there were my parents but they were also my best friends. they were always there for me and when we moved when i was a kid (which was all the time since my dad was a life long member of the armed forces) they were always there to listen to me or play with me when i was little. i could always depend on them to be there to listen to my problems etc. now i really dont have that any more. just rembmeber kids...never ever forget the people that are there for you and make sure you tell them that you appreciate and love them for who they are and what they do for you. it is important, you never know when you wont be able to tell them and that is time wasted.
in some ways i wish i didnt have my kids or i should say i wish they were older and set in their ways, jobs, families etc then my decission would be alot easier. i would probibley just get a truck and a fifth wheel and just travel the country and see the things i never got to see when i was a kid. how awsome would it be to go somewhere new every month and explore the area till the next month???? i think it would be pretty awsome. the only bad thing is that i think i would want a place to spend the winters at and i dont know if i would want to spend all that time in a fifth wheel. but it would really be cool. i have also toyed with the idea of a house boat. that would be cool also.....but i think that i would get tired of the same old lake all the time. i know i could put it in a river and that i could travel up and down that river but still its the same thing. i have a friend that retired and bought a house boat. he says that it is great during the summer, going up and down the ohio river and all the parties that he has or goes to....the winters suck though. guess it would being right there on the water and the cold.....not my cup of tea as they say.
i dont know....i have to figure something out soon and act on it....time is wasting and i dont have that much of it left to just do nothing. anyone have any land they want to sell cheap?????? lol
oh well, i guess i will take some pain meds and see if i can take a small nap and then make some phone calls to see if they can figure out where my money is.
love to all
spooky
) and that was in 1986. oh well....cant have everything they tell me but i keep asking why i cant......?
well here i sit, again. nothing to really do since im not allowed to work due to my medical issues. i have developed into a old man early i think. as of right now i am waiting for social security to get off their asses and send me the three years of back pay they owe me so i can figure out what im going to do. i have thought of just buying a place here in kentucky to be near my daughter (who graduates this year from high school). my son says he doesnt care if i move since he will most likely go with me....(he is 19 will be 20 in may) so that is good. do i want to go to arizona where i have a small parcial of land that was my parents. it was a thing that they bought 30 years or more ago and was supposed to end up being a new sub division out in the desert but it never took off so there is nothing out there now. i thought of just putting a trailer out there anyway and enjoy the peace and solitude of life. then there is the beach....i could move to florida or i have even thought of texas or even trying to move to a different country like somewhere in the virgin isles. i just dont think i will have the money to do all that though. i have looked on some real estates listings and can afford some places but dont know if i can get a loan for something like that out of the country.
i am typing this cuz i am extreamly bored and depressed. if you didnt know....both of my parents died within 6 months of each other due to cancer last year and i am still feeling that. i have no brothers or sisters so really the only family i have is my kids and some relations in other states but unfortunalty we arnt that close, at least what i think family should be. i miss my parents badly because there were my parents but they were also my best friends. they were always there for me and when we moved when i was a kid (which was all the time since my dad was a life long member of the armed forces) they were always there to listen to me or play with me when i was little. i could always depend on them to be there to listen to my problems etc. now i really dont have that any more. just rembmeber kids...never ever forget the people that are there for you and make sure you tell them that you appreciate and love them for who they are and what they do for you. it is important, you never know when you wont be able to tell them and that is time wasted.
in some ways i wish i didnt have my kids or i should say i wish they were older and set in their ways, jobs, families etc then my decission would be alot easier. i would probibley just get a truck and a fifth wheel and just travel the country and see the things i never got to see when i was a kid. how awsome would it be to go somewhere new every month and explore the area till the next month???? i think it would be pretty awsome. the only bad thing is that i think i would want a place to spend the winters at and i dont know if i would want to spend all that time in a fifth wheel. but it would really be cool. i have also toyed with the idea of a house boat. that would be cool also.....but i think that i would get tired of the same old lake all the time. i know i could put it in a river and that i could travel up and down that river but still its the same thing. i have a friend that retired and bought a house boat. he says that it is great during the summer, going up and down the ohio river and all the parties that he has or goes to....the winters suck though. guess it would being right there on the water and the cold.....not my cup of tea as they say.
i dont know....i have to figure something out soon and act on it....time is wasting and i dont have that much of it left to just do nothing. anyone have any land they want to sell cheap?????? lol
oh well, i guess i will take some pain meds and see if i can take a small nap and then make some phone calls to see if they can figure out where my money is.
love to all
spooky
florida isn't that far from kentucky, right? so maybe that would be an option, as well. hmmm... i wish i had something more helpful to offer...
just know that i am thinking about you and sending vibes for the best possible outcome for all concerned!!
Well you have to do what makes you happy I guess, I dont think I could live out in a place where there was nothing, it would be a nice place to visit a couple months a year but I think I would go crazy being out there all the time, but if that would make you happy then I guess you will have to do that, Im getting ready to buy a house in Lexington.
I know how tuff that must be, maybe you can get close to some of your other family now, it is never to late, you may find some that you have a lot in common with.
That would be pretty awesome, I would like to have a place to come home to though, I like being on the road, but then I need to come back to a place and rest.