spooky520

hi everyone, sorry i dont post anything anymore. i guess depressed would be my appropriate state of mind right now. i am in pain and just plain tired. i am tired of being in pain, tired of the talk of death and what im supposed to do after, just plain fuckin tired of being tired.

im sorry im not posting much on peoples blogs or commenting on pictures. i promise i do read them (at least most of them). im not being a good friend right now and im sorry.

i will start using the icons to let you know i have been there i guess.......unless i have something important to say (which would be amazing at this point).

hopefully i will feel better after the surgery on the 14th. i know its going to be a bitch to recover but im trying to be positive about it and the outcome of everything i have been through and going to go through.

love to all

tony