spooky520

hello everyone....

its been awhile since i did any type of blog on here. as anyone who has read the last blog is my dad was just diagnosed with stage 4 cancer, my mom has also been diagnosed with stage 4 cancer about 1 1/2 years ago. i am going to start on a little rant here, my mom has breast cancer which has spread to her bones and now into her stomach. please all the women who read this,,,,,,,keep getting checked. the doctors may say that you are to young to get a mamogram but at least do the self exam. if you could see the pain inolved here you would not hesitate to do what ever it takes.

when my dad had surgery and was diagnosed with his cancer, my mom (got to love her and her sense of humor) told my dad that since they have been married almost 48 years and do everything together, that this form of togetherness is not necessary......that one person having uncurable cancer in the family is enough.

well now that that is over i guess i am doing as good as possible. i am off work for mediclal reasons myself and have decided not to go back so that i can spend more time with my parents. run them back and forth to chemo ect. i just figured that it was really important to do this.....i also cant stand my job at all right now. cant even think of going back. it is so negitive and i am soooooo tired of everything in my life being negitive. it is really effecting my life and the way i think. it is not the real me and i am tired of not being me anymore.

i want to thank everyone who sent me comments and mail this last month. it really does help and i love ya all.

spooky