Wednesday. What a worthless day. Too long since the weekend, and I can't remember the good times. Too long until Friday, when I can have more relaxing good times. ICK.
I stand here alone now. I face the world without fear. I do not look down. The air is heavy and low, and I walk today as though its cool and crisp. The night will...
Read More
I stand here alone now. I face the world without fear. I do not look down. The air is heavy and low, and I walk today as though its cool and crisp. The night will...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
naeon:
birthday time!
xanippi:
they all leave
I will be the person I was... whether or not that breaks my heart. I will stand tall and be strong, even if my insides crumble. I will put on a smile when it is appropriate, even if I always feel like frowning. And I will NEVER tell ANYONE how I feel and lay it out there again. Once burned, never again.
mngddss:
Welcome to the group!
meaney:
oh... i haven't given up on world domination in the least bit. i set a desensitizer... um... thing... in my journal that will make you lose interest in dominating. so... enjoy your last few hours of genius, tomorrow you'll wake up and i will be in charge. if not tomorrow, then... like the next day... or the next... and so on until you've completely lost all desire to see if it's true. and stuff.
edited: spelling.
[Edited on Jun 29, 2005 5:16PM]
edited: spelling.
[Edited on Jun 29, 2005 5:16PM]
Sometimes I feel no matter how many songs I write, no matter how many words fill my journals, and no matter how many drawings I sketch... It seems like my voice is coming out wrong. In my written word, I sound graceful... but myvoice is harsh and cold against the tense air. I only wanted to say... Please love me as much as I love...
Read More
Read More
squidproquo:
i read your bi playmate thread, and having gone through a similar search, i have some... hmmmm... resources that i can suggest, if you're interested.
toughgirl:
I just read your bi thread and it was actually what I was going there to post, or something similar. I have the same problem...I have always wanted to have an experience with a girl but I don't feel right going to a gay bar because I am not looking for a relationship and I guess I would feel like I might be leading some people on or something...and most girls that just want to have a bi experience want it to be you, them and their boyfriend (no thanks! i can get a boy if i want)...I don't know...it is a confusing world. tell me if you get any good ideas.
Empty days, lonely nights. I live in a world where I am surrounded by people, where quiet almost always escapes me, and yet, I feel out of touch. Slip away, first you then I. I wonder if your fading, I wonder if you'll run. I look in the mirror, and the forlorn eyes I used to know stare back at me... cold and angry.
riffprophet:
Hi! (waves) 
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
jenya:
you are not alone ..........!!!!!
(see the theatre group)
(see the theatre group)
gil:
well ive been since the first year so... yeah
I bid thee goodnight. After a bit of confusion and a board full of comments... I have arrived at Splendor as a new name. Though it doesn't quite fit me as well... perhaps I will learn to <3 it over time.
___________________________________________________
Each night I fall, into a dream. Each day I wake, into a fantasy. For you I can breathe, without you its harder....
Read More
___________________________________________________
Each night I fall, into a dream. Each day I wake, into a fantasy. For you I can breathe, without you its harder....
Read More
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
dholokov:
For what it is worth, I think splendor is just as nice a name as Isa.
quinne:
weird when i was first joining sg i had to change my name from quinn to quinne because a member had the name
oh how times have changed
oh how times have changed
Now and Forever, and wasn't there something about a bit of tea, chocolate and graham cracker...Someone held me close, and grew yet closer to my heart, a wish I thought impossible to fulfill.. and yet that is the way it always seems to be. Quite perfect in the right way, quite flawed in a fashion perfecting it even more.
Another weekend here, and Im so...
Read More
Another weekend here, and Im so...
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
splendor:
I like that GirlScout! She is the one who stole it... she should have the X 
scarydoll:
I like the new name! Here's hoping a new SG doesn't also like it! 
We are fairies in the wind
Slowly disloving to dust
Angels carrying us on their backs
The farthest corner within our touch
Yet we are locked in a personal dungeon
Seperated by bars of bigotry
From the dust of the fairies we're finding
They were vaporized by harsh reality
Know this now- Vanity is death
Over indulged by our unstylish forefathers
And what now have...
Read More
Slowly disloving to dust
Angels carrying us on their backs
The farthest corner within our touch
Yet we are locked in a personal dungeon
Seperated by bars of bigotry
From the dust of the fairies we're finding
They were vaporized by harsh reality
Know this now- Vanity is death
Over indulged by our unstylish forefathers
And what now have...
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
myeviltwin:
yeah, I gues at first on e could think I was talking about a tattoo! But I have enough ink across my back, and I don't think I could afford to get sleeved anytime soon. So I just have to stick to the knit kind.
suzy_kabloozy:
Hello sweetie ... now I know who you are. I was a little confused by the IM, but now I'm tracking! Have a great day, beautiful.
Pefection by the fire~ a flame in your eyes. Ever growing desire between us, as passion ignites my soul once more. In the stubborn lasting embers, cherished moments that will last forever. A memory formed once more, more perfect than the last... as with you it always seems to be. So hold my hands and warm my spirit, now and tomorrow, I am forever your...
Read More
Read More
Yay for birthdays! Tuesday is Revelations's birthday, and I got him a great present. Since he introduced me to the SG site, I got him a gift membership. ^_^ Everyone go visit him and spread the <3. 
tattoo_jimmy_x:
Thanks sweetie. One of the bestest presents I have ever gotten
Thanks sweetie. One of the bestest presents I have ever gotten You love and support. You stand by me. You hold my hand, you guide me. You look into my eyes, I know everything is right. For many nights, you have comforted me. And now I see... It will be okay again. You believed when I doubted, trusted in me when I could not. And though I offer the same to you, I know your faith...
Read More
Read More
Shadows in the midst
A girl who used to live
Darkness beneath us quickly falling
Ever surrounding our deepened breaths
Faded starlight lost forlorn
A girl who still finds a sad song sad
Pale moonlight graces the blackness
Always illuminating the darkest hour
Bitter cold night, harsh on my skin
A girl who finds peace in the newness surround
Gentle eves breeze, blowing the dying...
Read More
A girl who used to live
Darkness beneath us quickly falling
Ever surrounding our deepened breaths
Faded starlight lost forlorn
A girl who still finds a sad song sad
Pale moonlight graces the blackness
Always illuminating the darkest hour
Bitter cold night, harsh on my skin
A girl who finds peace in the newness surround
Gentle eves breeze, blowing the dying...
Read More
renton:
Thanks much!
Nice to see someone else from the area on here... I see you have "Gwen" in your favorites, do you know her personally?
Nice to see someone else from the area on here... I see you have "Gwen" in your favorites, do you know her personally?
splendor:
Nope, just saw her profile. I've only been a member since yesterday 
Just known about SG for a long time, finally made the leap!
Just known about SG for a long time, finally made the leap!