Just threw an epic lunch/dinner party yesterday for the holiday. Tons of people came by and ate food we had funny stories both in the funny ha ha and funny uh oh kind of way. It was a great day/night. I love hosting parties and being around the people I care about, as an extrovert its where I get my energy from. Everyone left around 10-11, the gf went to work and back to her house after, all the people that are usually here were gone. I have a 2000sq/ft house. It was feeling mighty empty. More over I was left with that feeling akin to just having really really great sex but no closeness or cuddling after. As much as I got I still wanted more. I know, I know, ironic in light of the fact it was a thanksgiving party. Don't get me wrong I am entirely grateful for what I got and what I have, but it was very clear to me that I would not survive or my sanity would not survive long in any situation in which I was by myself for too long. In the interest of self improvement I should maybe work on that. If there are any introverts or like experienced extroverts out there with any advice I could certainly use it. Such a strange feeling to be surrounded by such great people and then in the next moment be entirely by yourself. Flat would be an entirely appropriate word I think. I hope all of you out there are well. Take care.
Wisdom and Peace,
Mike