Thursday Dec 16, 2004

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Wow, I had the worst hangover today. It's lovely to actually shock yourself when you look in the mirror when you get up after sleeping far to little, and you still are drunk from the night before. Oh well, the night was fun I guess, until I started argueing with a few good friends while I was at my most inebriated state, and wouldnt let...
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Monday Sep 20, 2004

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Well I guess Ill update again, though I know by now noone reads this, but I had one to many shots tonight so I feel like writing something here damn it.

I was just listening to a beautiful song I used to love that I havent heard for years and it made me feel really sad. It brought back memories of what I used to...
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thejuanupsman:
for me music is one of the strongest evokers of memory. Some songs are so painful for me now that I can't listen to them anymore.
I know people say things like this all the time. But it will get better. I was feeling incredibly down and thought things would never improve. Just a few weeks later my life is so fucking good that i often wonder if this is just a dream. seems to good to be real. keep the faith, focus on the good and let go of regret. I know this comes from some random stranger but I also know that a number of people told me the same thing weeks ago and it wasnt until I felt better that i realized how much they helped.

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cassiopeia:
I know what you mean about great songs. I've had "Sugar Mountain" by Neil Young stuck in my head all day today (because it's my 20th b-day). That's the song I listened to all the time and cried over it because I never wanted to turn 20. I'm okay with it now. biggrin

Thanks for the b-day wishes. biggrin

Sunday Sep 05, 2004

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I really should update more ofter. Might as well now.
I'm exhausted, went out to a party last night that turned out to be a big dissapointment, except for Rabbit in the Moon! They were incredible as always, and made the night worth the drive.
Dyed my hair blue yesterday, a shame it looks more green then blue, but I like it biggrin
Started studying Japanese,...
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ilovemikehunt:
for the hell of the something.

Tuesday Aug 03, 2004

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Well, I went to the doctors office today for the first time in about 5 years.
I really hate having to go see a doctor...

Having a 70 year old nurse jab a syringe full of antibiotics into your left butt cheek doesnt feel nice eeek I had the funny feeling she enjoyed my pain too, she was smiling way to much..

Not having insurance to...
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Thursday Jul 08, 2004

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Well, Ive been busy and havent updated in awhile, so I thought I'd just write something here. Not sure what to write about, alots been happening which is ok but I really hate drama. Been happier recentley for the most part. Still need to go get a cat. Still living down the hall from someone Im in love with who will never love me. Went...
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cassiopeia:
Cat's are awesome. What are you going to name it?

Wednesday Jun 23, 2004

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Well, I dyed my hair black the other night at 4 am when I couldnt sleep, looks like shit biggrin, or so Ive been told, people seem to think I looked better with blond hair. I like it though.
FINALLY got into the World of Warcraft beta, the first night playing it was boring as hell, but it was more fun today, in fact I...
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desilou:
games tend to make me lose sleep. i can't help it though. they are addictive.

Monday Jun 21, 2004

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This has been the worst day ever, I'd write about it but I can't even put my feelings into words right now, I really dont know what I feel now except for jeleousy, sadness, and disqust all at the same time...its like my mind is in shock, and I feel natious...

Hopefully tommarow will be better and I'll have learned something from today I just...
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