Evoke the memories that haunt
Forged in blood and fire,pain and virulent desire
Close your eyes and remember,pictures behind eyelids
Always there like scars pulling at bruised skin
I- don't- want- you- to- go
I- don't- want- you- to- go
As I scramble to collect the pieces,pieces of me
Please
Please
Don't- go, says the face in the mirror staring back at me
Don't- go,Don't-...
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Forged in blood and fire,pain and virulent desire
Close your eyes and remember,pictures behind eyelids
Always there like scars pulling at bruised skin
I- don't- want- you- to- go
I- don't- want- you- to- go
As I scramble to collect the pieces,pieces of me
Please
Please
Don't- go, says the face in the mirror staring back at me
Don't- go,Don't-...
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hotpockets:
It's like pornography. There is no definition, but you can definitely recognize it when you see it.
hotpockets:
Sometimes there are just limits on people's capabilities! 
Okay it's been awhile again I know but I have my reasons that I really do not want to get into now--I mean no offense to anyone but this the last place I have that isn't tainted by the reality of my life--As always I love all of you guys and soon I hope I will be in a better place....
This grief,you are the...
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telepathboy:
*snug*
You are someone with value, and someone worth being loved. I know it.
You are someone with value, and someone worth being loved. I know it.
telepathboy:
And I don't want you to cry... mayve I could give you my number or something sometime, in case you need to talk? yes yes?
I am here and still alive--Thank you all for all your kindness and love--You make my days more bearable--I will post more soon and I apologize for my neglect and will visit all of you soon as well...And just because here's something I just wrote...
Defy or Die
As I stand amongst the carnage of the demons who hunt me still
I can take solace...
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Defy or Die
As I stand amongst the carnage of the demons who hunt me still
I can take solace...
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vacuity:
Where are you gone ? 
telepathboy:
I will not go, I will not cave... I like that. A lot.
-D
-D
I apologize for not updating for so long 
Things have been nuts around the house and our landlord just pulled a doozy on us--He now wants to sell the house so we have been running around getting everything cleaned up because until we can find a new house we have to allow potential buyers into OUR home to look around--This is really getting to me--With...
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Things have been nuts around the house and our landlord just pulled a doozy on us--He now wants to sell the house so we have been running around getting everything cleaned up because until we can find a new house we have to allow potential buyers into OUR home to look around--This is really getting to me--With... Read More
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obliviousfocus:
hadn't heard from you in a while hon so i was checkin on you and making sure you were safe.
*hugs*
*hugs*
telepathboy:
Hope everything calms down and you get an awesome place to live! hehe... good luck!
-D
Hope everything calms down and you get an awesome place to live! hehe... good luck!
-D
Anthem To The Lost
Here in the night where the lights glow so bright
You can hear them whimpering,shadows moving just out of sight
You can hear them crying,childrens voices crying in fright
Every second like a light bulb that burns out and dies
They were lost,they once had a place
They are lost,once having a familiar face
In innocence they were claimed
In death...
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Here in the night where the lights glow so bright
You can hear them whimpering,shadows moving just out of sight
You can hear them crying,childrens voices crying in fright
Every second like a light bulb that burns out and dies
They were lost,they once had a place
They are lost,once having a familiar face
In innocence they were claimed
In death...
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amberxrose:
thanks for all the kind words
mauhs!!!!!!!
ill take lotsa pics for you to ssee
mauhs!!!!!!!
ill take lotsa pics for you to ssee
tonkakatt:
I saw your intro in the pain/fatigue group, wow, you got it all happening.
I get the night terrors too, they totally suck. and I know I saw what I saw, and my husband mocks me. that really pisses me off. then I can't sleep till I turn on the lights and look for whatever it was I saw, which he tries to stop me, saying theres nother to find.
I get the night terrors too, they totally suck. and I know I saw what I saw, and my husband mocks me. that really pisses me off. then I can't sleep till I turn on the lights and look for whatever it was I saw, which he tries to stop me, saying theres nother to find.
Did you know our names have power?
The path to our souls,our own internal empire
I know your name my faceless monster
And when I write it down I shall tear it up and throw it into the fire
And in your mind I will evoke the terrors you inflicted onto all your victims,I will encase you into the darkest tomb
Because what you hurt...
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The path to our souls,our own internal empire
I know your name my faceless monster
And when I write it down I shall tear it up and throw it into the fire
And in your mind I will evoke the terrors you inflicted onto all your victims,I will encase you into the darkest tomb
Because what you hurt...
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amberxrose:
haha thanks for filling it out
amberxrose:
hope your having such a wonderful day........im bored as hell!!!!!!!
God I can't find the words anymore
They flew from the cuckoo's nest that is my brain
Racing to depart from the cages when I opened the doors
To the madness,sadness,and grief that inevitably came
Crying to be heard,a cacaphony of overwhelming noise
So my words aren't polished nor impart great wisdom
But they are mine, and raw,screaming to be formed
Into recognizable shapes,and perhaps...
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They flew from the cuckoo's nest that is my brain
Racing to depart from the cages when I opened the doors
To the madness,sadness,and grief that inevitably came
Crying to be heard,a cacaphony of overwhelming noise
So my words aren't polished nor impart great wisdom
But they are mine, and raw,screaming to be formed
Into recognizable shapes,and perhaps...
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telepathboy:
I don't know why... but that first one made me laugh a little... very good!
vacuity:
I like your writing here, as I always do ! Nothing to say this time (about the writing I mean) I understood all the words and so... 
I hope you're doing fine ! Can't wait you have MSN hehe
I hope you're doing fine ! Can't wait you have MSN hehe
Ohhh man I am having one of those days and another crack in my foundation has ripped into me like an earthquake--The saying is true--Those you love the most hurt you the most--And to top off evrything my Day Planner,which contained my credit cards,medical cards,my ID,and my Social Security card was stolen just about a week ago--I have been scrambling to cancel each card but...
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thora:
I may have looked at your story, but felt I needed to be in the right space to devote the proper attention to it.
thora:
Need to check out your kitties, too!
Can you fill the spaces stolen in my sleep
Oh please are you the light that washes warmly across my face
Are you the peace I have chased for so long?
Am I beautiful like the child I once was
My features reflecting flashes of innocence
And a lust for love
Oh please hold me in a cocoon of acceptance
Entangled hands clutched tightly because...
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Oh please are you the light that washes warmly across my face
Are you the peace I have chased for so long?
Am I beautiful like the child I once was
My features reflecting flashes of innocence
And a lust for love
Oh please hold me in a cocoon of acceptance
Entangled hands clutched tightly because...
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yuriel:
i agree with x.
more lexi pics hehe
and sides
you are wonderful and always saying nice things to me
wow.
youre one of the few who like always says regular things to me
its lovely!
but i guess thats not to be unexpected
more lexi pics hehe
and sides
you are wonderful and always saying nice things to me
wow.
youre one of the few who like always says regular things to me
its lovely!
but i guess thats not to be unexpected
quasi_sean:
No, not a bad thing at all...I love improving.
Well I guess it's time for an update lol--Things are kinda hard right now--My sleep has gotten worse if that is even possible--I find myself up for 24-30 hours at a time before I crash into exhaustion--And my docs will not increase my sleep meds even though I have a disease that causes excruciating pain and fatigue--I'm just about ready to give up on them...
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m0use:
You are welcome to join the group. I will accept you as soon as you apply.
obliviousfocus:
YAYYYYYY. Laughter is the best medicine sometimes. And we finally get a cute profile pic 
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