Saturday Jun 27, 2009

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zomg i'm alive
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halfjack:

holy crap I didn't see this til now! Glad you're alive. Better than alive?

desidia:

Keeping in touch with you is like spitting in the ocean.

I love the ocean, I never go there anymore and I don't really spit.

Love,
Hans

Thursday Feb 14, 2008

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I might be coming back soon.

or i might just be drunk.

who knows.
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perdita:

happy birthday!

crystalcontempt:

hello smile

Tuesday Jul 03, 2007

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"I have done it again.
One year in every ten
I manage it----"


This summer heralds the ten year anniversary of many heavy events. After all, ten years ago today i turned 18, a significant year. I find that I am ill-equipped to deal with this situation.

Despite the original intention of the poem i've quoted, which has haunted my brains nonstop this year...
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nymphetalona:

I hope you are feeling better. I am applying for your group. I have Fibro along with many other illnesses that seem to go hand in hand with it. I randomly thought of searching on here for others, and I'm glad I did. I hope we can all reach out to each other and provide some kind of comfort and support where the general public can't understand.

I sincerely hope things start to look up for you hun...

ayanna:

I just applied to the group and then noticed that your last blog was July of last year.

I hope that you are okay. I read ALL of your blogs and you are amazing. It was like a great memoir that I couldn't put down.

Your words moved me because I could have spoken them myself.

I have some type of neuropathy from chronic Lyme disease that is much like Fibro as well many other illnesses.

I would love to talk with you and others in the group.

I'm so sorry about all that you have been through and hope that you have found some help.
smile

Saturday Mar 03, 2007

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Hey guys, sorry to anyone who has tried to contact me in the last month.

I had my nigh-annual computer implosion, which rendered me internet-less for a couple of weeks, and then had trouble setting up my new machine, followed by a miasma of illness, work zaniness, dental issues, and much financial stress. Actually every single one of those issues is still in effect.

Anyway...
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pip:

*waves* How was FCBD?

kate:

hey there, i applied to your group!

Monday Dec 11, 2006

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s-s-s--sssorry. I forgot the downward sucking pull of this time of year. Death and holidays. No hope. Will not be clawing way back to surface until said surface thaws out. Death and holidays. No mouse for miles. That is a guarantee.

tonight your ghost will ask my ghost,
"who put these bodies between us?"
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sid:

i miss my m0use. frown

dontpooyourself:

I wish I was smart enough to hibernate

Thursday Oct 26, 2006

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pst psst.

I have been away working very hard and very dilligently on becoming so introverted that i [disappear completely]. As i approach the (event) horizon i realise instead of disappearing i am going to turn >inside out<.

stay tuned cats and kittens. who knows what will pop up?

perhaps a better version of me?
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socrates:

So, Why so introverted, introspective, and just plain inside out? Please forgive my impertinence....

oki:

can i be in your group please? i could really use the support

Thursday Jul 20, 2006

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So remember how an update was pending because things were supposed to be changing? Yeah, they didn't. If anything, it was more of a "the more things change the more they stay the same" situation and fuck THAT noise.
So i've been busy being screwed over by that kind of stuff and thus, there was no update.

The reason why there has been...
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halfjack:

well happy bleated birthday. happy belated birthday too. they are both important. so is spelling.

atticstar:

pood.

Tuesday Jun 27, 2006

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I'm WAY behind on life right now, but things might be changing. Hold on.

"Summer in the city, Im so lonely lonely lonely
Ive been hallucinating you, babe, at the backs of other women
And I tap on their shoulder and they turn around smiling
But theres no recognition in their eyes

Oh summer in the city means cleavage cleavage cleavage
And dont get...
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socrates:

A Belated Happy Birthday to you.

alicat0162:

HI. I am leaving a comment to become part of your group pain fatigue illness. I have endometriosis and chrinic pain from it and from the surgeries I have had due to it. I have only been diagnosed for a little under a year and am just starting to be able to talk about it. I would love the support and just being able to talk to people who understand in your group. Thanks

Monday Apr 24, 2006

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I don't like to talk about my life anymore because it's either boring.. or full of complaints.

And i made teh interwub tired of my complaints back in '01.

Also, shortly after that*, i lost the ability to communicate and it's grown worse over the following years.


Emails, journals, replies, posts... anything. It all becomes too exhaustive for me to do. I...
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avalyn:

Hi.

Can I join Pain-Fatigue-Illness, please?

sid:

saw your post in sgboston... no one ever listens to me in there anymore, but Kelly does all my work. He likes to do super creepy things, so if you want something along those lines, i'd say go for him. Tell him you're my buddy... he'll be nice to you if you do (he can be kinda a dick at times). i'm actually starting my sleeve with him on wednesday.

Tuesday Feb 28, 2006

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Pain -- has an Element of Blank --
It cannot recollect
When it begun -- or if there were
A time when it was not --

It has no Future -- but itself --
Its Infinite contain
Its Past -- enlightened to perceive
New Periods -- of Pain.

{emily dickinson}
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atomickitten:

Heyas, can I join the Pain-Fatigue-Illness group? I have systemic lupus.

10eisha:

hey i was a scout for halloween '05 too!