soph

dear impending thorn in my side:
is it because i'm lonely inside that i can't get people to leave me alone? i don't want a boyfriend (at least not the one who's auditioning for the part). just because we had sex when i was hammered doeesn't mean i want to go on dates or have a relationship or whatever. we can be friends (you're interesting and exciting), but i don't think you understand what that means. you are very persuasive and i have a hard time saying no without being really icy and rude.
grrrr.