soph

I'm back! I love Vermont. Very relaxing vacation.
Maybe I'll try to write something more substantial soon, just not too into it lately. Maybe I'm too happy or something.

Anyone want to go to Tahoe for Labor Day weekend with me?

Early this morning I had a dream that I was at a huge memorial service for my friend Stevie who died last year, and it was so very vivid... I woke up crying. And I've been on the edge of more crying all day. I still miss him so much, sometimes I see a boy who looks like him from the back and my heart leaps up for a moment. It has been almost a year, and it is also almost his birthday. Almost mine too (Monday).