ok: update.
my dear friend donavon called me about 2 this morning to say goodbye and that he loves me (he lives in montana). i couldn't sway him; i called him back countless times and we talked once more. he was on his way home to kill himself. i don't know if he "succeeded" or not. his mailbox was full but now it is cleared. i am not sure whether that should make me hopeful or not. i called the police department in his town and they said they would call me with any info. they haven't called yet. i have no fucking clue what's going on. i love him so much and i want him to be alive.
fuck. i just lost a friend less than 3 months ago. their ages combined are still under 50.
*update #2*
donavon is not dead. hearing his voice at 12.43 this morning made me happier than i have ever been in my whole entire life. i hope we can try to make things better for him... he sounded exhausted and crushed but i am so so so so so SO happy that he is ok!
my dear friend donavon called me about 2 this morning to say goodbye and that he loves me (he lives in montana). i couldn't sway him; i called him back countless times and we talked once more. he was on his way home to kill himself. i don't know if he "succeeded" or not. his mailbox was full but now it is cleared. i am not sure whether that should make me hopeful or not. i called the police department in his town and they said they would call me with any info. they haven't called yet. i have no fucking clue what's going on. i love him so much and i want him to be alive.
fuck. i just lost a friend less than 3 months ago. their ages combined are still under 50.
*update #2*
donavon is not dead. hearing his voice at 12.43 this morning made me happier than i have ever been in my whole entire life. i hope we can try to make things better for him... he sounded exhausted and crushed but i am so so so so so SO happy that he is ok!
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hmm, i'm not sure where i want to eat on wednesday, by yes let's definitely have dinner someplace. probably thai food