i feel like i just can't do this anymore. every time you love someone, you give away a piece of yourself that you won't ever have back, no matter the outcome... i feel like i have nothing left for myself, let alone someone else. it was hard, yesterday. i've never been so desperate for somebody and had him turn away. i miss portland, and a home i've never had anywhere.
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