somuchrain

I'm still at home. I got in a fight with my father last Thursday and left the house until early this morning. The fact that I was missing for five days and he never called me to see if I was ok has been noted. He's being a complete asshole in ways that surprise even me. He's telling me things like:
i can't stay up late.
i have to get up when everyone else does.
i have to ask before eating something or using any dishes.
i have to 'socialize' and be 'productive'.
he said i'd never be able to live with anyone if i don't start acting like
a normal person.
and a number of other patronizing and painful things.

i've got to get the fuck out of here.