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Saturday Jun 07, 2003

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Ive had the same nightmare twice in the last 4 days and it is one of the most terrifying Ive ever had.. Usually I see things like this while I am awake, and dont really dream them, but I do dream sometimes and the nightmares are always horrible

I get severe migraines and they cause a lot of problems, but usually I can feel them coming on and if I take something early enough then they dont come.. This is how the nightmare starts.. I can feel a migraine coming on, but I am in an empty room.. There is no furniture, no nothing, and I have no pills to take, and so the migraine comes and it hits me like a fucking freight train..

It hurts more than anything I have ever felt, more than any other migraine I have ever had, more than any words I know could describe.. I fall to my knees and ever muscle in my body tightens.. I can feel sweat dripping from my face and I am crying.. The pain spreads slowly from my head until my body is completely numb.. My whole body is trembling and suddenly it is as though I have no control whatsoever..

I can feel that something horrible is coming and so I close my eyes because I dont want to see it... I clench my teeth and I pray, actually pray, to be anywhere else to be anyone else at this moment.. Suddenly I can see myself, as if I have become an observer in the room.. I can see myself kneeling on the floor, trembling, sweating, slowly rocking back and forth, crying and I see my arms slowly moving up, shaking terribly as if I were fighting with every ounce of my strength to hold them down, but cant..

Without warning, I can feel everything again and a sharp pain affects my entire body.. I see myself scream, but there is no sound.. I cant move at all all I can do is watch myself as my arms move up, until my hands reach my face.. I see my hands claw at my eyes, squeezed shut tight, until finally I see blood.. I watch myself screaming harder and louder than I could ever imagine, and yet there is still no sound.. I can feel every second of pain I can see my fingers move into my head and the blood pour out I have to watch myself rip out my own eyes, and I cant do anything to stop it.. Then there is nothing but blood all I see if blood before I wake up

I think I know what this nightmare means but I dont want to explain it right now.. Writing this out and thinking about it again has been enough I feel sick frown

Ive been pretty open about everything here so, what do you think it means?
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gigglefuckbunny:
why?
Jun 8, 2003
lighthammer:
My friend..that is a horrible nightmare. I'm sorry you have that.

Next time you have that terrible nightmare, I want you to imagine Nightcrawler shows up and teleports you out of there, to safety. And then when the pain trys to get you, you and Nightcrawler kick it's ass.
Jun 8, 2003

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