Sunday Dec 01, 2002

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calm me my every step turned a moment for crying. my absence says more than my few words for dying. my mirror shows nothing. my hands in my pockets. i never said thank you for loving, for trying...
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boxterjulep:
there is something you can do about it, and quickly before the thought passes!@
solisis:
dia- you do remember that you said YOU were going to call ME, right? none the less, i'll call you tomorrow, you hot chicken. bok bok

Saturday Nov 30, 2002

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Once I dream of once a girl. Many days, many years, many years ago. Her eyes move slow from one side to the other. Her hair beside her as another. Cadillac smile, perfect little teeth in their own imperfections and hidden behind a delicate set of lips. Chamelion girl, shift your pose. A spike for every way I love you. Something of a portrait, sometimes...
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suoda:
It is always refreshing to stop by your journal and read such fine writing. Your entries continue to interest me.
dia:
Deep depression. You disappeared. I don't blame you. I wanted to myself. Today seems less dissolute, perhaps. Something gets me. From time to time. Like you had been... your hair looks fabulous, and I didn't say nearly enough things. I was mired in the dirges of the feeling that comes and goes and lately comes a lot. Would scare me off too.

Friday Nov 29, 2002

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SHUT UP! i don't care!
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dia:
the boxman is an interesting one! I think we should kidnap him and take him out somewhere...
joscelyne:
MAKE ME! I'll bet you care!!!

Wednesday Nov 27, 2002

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Its a gaze and a rather malignant growth, this unnatural feel. Or rather, I should say natural since its all in the nature of the given in question. One might suspect, due to the excessive force of his grunt and a misproportioned stain of trance he carries on his shoulders of glass. A soulder tortured by the stench of responsibility. Aside the point, he mentioned...
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bionicfemme:
smile <-----------Me upon reading the above post.

Hahaha. To be compared to your love for firepower! You must love her a lot! Nice new pic by the way.

Thank you for going to the Lords Of Acid concert, i'm glad Ms. Cleo didn't cast any spells on us. Too bad, y'know, we were surrounded by 5,000,000,000,000,000
lesbians and their GIRLFRIENDS!!!!

"Hi, i'm the perfect woman and I live in Boston, what's your name?"

Ok, your roomie is such a stud. Hee-larious man. God, you two are the coolest two guys in the entire city, without a doubt. I had so much fun with the both of you.

Aaron must teach me how to dance!
thunders:
great profile pic, i stared at it for like two minutes

Tuesday Nov 26, 2002

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Ive closed my heart if salt would wound me, empty was the only color. Try this life bled from my wounds left long ago by long lost lovers. Someone from a stronger level dared to step beyond the threshold, twice the sword raised harder, faster. One more cut, again its over.
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boxterjulep:
i've opened my gonads if pepper would heal me, full was one of many flavors. Try this death vomit from my tennis shoes left a short time ago by short, stout enemies. Everyone from a weak level chilled to hop before the quickie stop pick up, thrice the glove lowered softer, slower. 666,666 less scabs, never begin.
solisis:
this could be the most brilliant response to any journal i've ever written ever! I read it as though you were mocking me and i certainly hope you were cause i wrote this mocking a song i was listening to on the bus.

Saturday Nov 23, 2002

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I can remember a thousand winged bullets. The strike of something inevitably deadly. Like the ghost of a dead ship just 30 feet beneath the surface of the lake that asks you to come closer only to swallow you whole. But you dont turn back. I didnt anyways. One of the many things in my life that turned me into something of a stone. Medusas...
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boxterjulep:
you know what? fuhgetaboutit.
joscelyne:
There was a stray kitty walking around in front of my work today. I was calling to it but before it could walk to me the security guard shooed it away frown I wanted to take it home.

Saturday Nov 23, 2002

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The world is my cage of anger! Burn this, burn that, all is fire escalating mountain high. a burning blaze of absolute stupidity unlike any stupidity ever thought by stupid people. I, WE, EVERYONE causes this unsurpassed IDIOCY in the unending spree of futile chardes and schemes of zero gain. it doesn't surprise me anymore how dumb everyone and everything can be. it doesn't even...
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mistersatan:
That's it, let it all out... you'll feel better after a good cry.

*runs and hides*
boxterjulep:
their blood will fall silently. see the swirls. blood and alcohol. I sip. I'm drunk. Their violent deaths have soothed my wounds.

Friday Nov 22, 2002

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the reign of evil begins anew! you thought you had seen the last of SOLISIS Q?! NEVER!

The fouled self proclaimed agents of Solisis Q had been revealed as mere followers obsessed with the dream of secret agency, save for a few actual agents, the masses are never to be confused with the genuine artical!

He has set foot on a new mission. the details...
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solisis:
i was going to surprise everyone, prudence, but you went and FUCKED that up now didn't you! Now i have to go find another present.
prudence:
iAy, chingada! iLo siento para eso!

heehee

still, i do apologize for ruining the suprise, but i don't believe your planned gift was within the $5-$15 price limit, anyway...

Thursday Nov 21, 2002

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I miss her coiled black verns and her cheek brushed light with dirt. I miss her pale and rose soft flesh of stitch and hooks- a dream gone virtually motionless. A vine unravels, a move of her fingers to touch my chin and deaden my lips with a rapid rotted weed and leaves of steel. Her glass of lakes in eyes of grey, the skies...
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joscelyne:
it's aaron! and you are holding a gun to his head while he holds two gigantic fake cocks...my aren't i the observant one...

please excuse my idiocy
dia:
Sorry to not call back. Marla called. Good things afoot. That IS the ugliest gun ever.
Next time I want the glamour shot though, so I can drool and drool over you, okay? OH, what's that? I've got one right here, thanks wink... (Calvin Klein/James Dean/Goth pics of the Ducati era)...

My entire world is made of mucous. I am drugged and drowning in mucuous and only you can save me! The question is: will you? Just close your eyes, pretend it's Jell-o, and dive in.

Speaking of which, about this 101... please turn the page. Thank you. See you soon. Radio Transmission scrambled, makes out one faint, sex... bomb.... fuckthekitty?....something in Japanese perhaps?....a loud man's moaning...?... a little girls' shoe falling to the floor...?... water.... from a faucet...?END.

Tuesday Nov 19, 2002

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Here marks the tombstone of another red day cast of bleak and absent breaths of nothing, marked of chalk and sighs of no one special. My pointless wander leads me absolutely nowhere that could ever be mistaken for valuable and the no words I wastefully mutter fall ten feet short of the fools who wouldnt listen to a zero like me anyhow. My hands dangle...
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vanillakinky:
scariest fuckin' pic I ever saw........I prefer black over beige, strapped to Dia.......

I return with mo' pesky questions, you up for fielding them?

Buying new hardware - if you had to choose a system right now, what would it be & why, oh, why? Processor/RAM/Chipsets/Motherboard? PC or Mac? Dual Processors? Gay Cock?!? Looking for a powerhouse animation combo o' components, dont wanna buy the wrong thang. If I buy Dell, does that make me a fool?

How do I get Dia in my corner?
linz:
holy crap! those are the biggest cocks i have ever seen!
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