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So good to escape the city.
SR is hot and like a sleepy memory.

laying by the cool blue pool,
why don't you bring Vodka for Cosmo's...

Piviotal literary epiphanies in the last few weeks: Discovered Kathy Acker, read JT Leroy till he made me sick to my stomach and finnally read Cunt, fuck if only I had read it two years earlier. Its crazy how books come to you. Like maybe not at the right time, like you think things could have been different if they had come at another time....
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SLEEPING PILLS
I spent the whole day sleeping
im glad ive begun living
eyes lined red I wander through these places
the sun out

I am a sleep junkie

when at noon i return home and crawl into my bed

i am a sleep junkie

dreams pump through my brain
mermaids explode in my iris
the sky swings back and forth outside my window
it...
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"Meanwhile it was the lilies that were fading. There were some crammed into the water jug and even on the bed. Their whiteness lit up the dark corners of the room: it was dazzling, suffocating, transforming that rather ordinary room into a passionate virginal chapel, moving us to kneel-she before me, I before her."

-Natalie Barney on loving Renee Vivien