Saturday Dec 01, 2007

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..." you will never make it as a model. you aren't pretty
enough and you don't have the body for it.."

"who cares what they think, your naked thats why
they say shit.. guys are idiots and would fuck
anything that moved"

".. yours so lame. i hope you become a woman and
make your man the happiest in the world like I wanted.."



I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see?. It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that? I rip back, everytime you tried to steal that.You feel bad? you feel sad? I'm sorry,
Hell no fuck that! It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife. This strife
It dies, this life and these lies. And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and it's true I
Hurt too, remember I loved you!

(Chorus)
I've, Lost it all, fell today, It's all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no, no
I've, been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry
I'm sorry no, no

I wish I could I could have quit you. I wish I never missed you, And told you that I loved you, every
Time I Fucked you. The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. Obsessed with the
Thought of you, the pain just grew and grew! How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you,
It never was enough and the world is what I gave to you. I used to be love struck, now I'm just fucked
Up. Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!

(Chorus)

Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest.
And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.
And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.


FUCK YOU and YOUR LIES.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
ferretbite:
You need to stop caring so much what others think about you, validation is addictive but stupid, like every other addictive thing, so snap the bloody hell out of it and think about things for a couple of seconds. You just get so much into everything, that's why it affects you so much. It's great to love people and have things and goals and shit but if you don't begin to detach yourself from stuff you're in for a rough time, and that applies to ice cream as well as pseudo relationships like ours, or the dress you'll be wearing next tuesday, nothing is so important that it can't wait, so tragic that the world will stop turning or so wonderful nothing else matters.

Second, I would never put my shit into a moving engine. I'm a guy, engines move. That completely destroys the second statement. The third one's not even properly written so I won't bother to even think of an answer.

At some point you and I are going to have a talk, by the way.
veeyenenwhy:
Well let me tell you you are beautiful.

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