I think that, given enough mental stimulation, enough intellectual bullshit to rebel against, something tangible enough and hateful enough to be forced to break through for the sake of my own sanity, I might actually make something of myself.
My plan was (if I ended up doing a dissertation) to write ten thousand words shocking enough to tear down every English department in the world....
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My plan was (if I ended up doing a dissertation) to write ten thousand words shocking enough to tear down every English department in the world....
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What am I supposed to do when everything starts to slide? I can't play this game indefinately; I don't even know the rules. I'm just making it all up as I go along, guessing and faking it.
I am tired of expectations and failings and...bloody hell, I'm tired of everything.
Why can't I just get on with it like everyone else?! What makes me so...
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I am tired of expectations and failings and...bloody hell, I'm tired of everything.
Why can't I just get on with it like everyone else?! What makes me so...
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kickinglovers:
its the generation we were born into.
i understand how you feel. i jus havent been able to word it so efficiently
i understand how you feel. i jus havent been able to word it so efficiently
Bugger.
Buggerbuggerbuggerbuggerbugger.
Burger.
Mmmm, burger . . .
Looks like the forums I was planning on using for my 'Politeness in Internet Communities' end-of-year language project has been hacked. And wiped.
Bugger.
Buggerbuggerbuggerbuggerbugger.
Burger.
Mmmm, burger . . .
Looks like the forums I was planning on using for my 'Politeness in Internet Communities' end-of-year language project has been hacked. And wiped.
Bugger.
Jessica Christ.
If my housemate's boyfried does not stop watching me, there will be beatings.
[Edit: Ok, now I feel mean. It's not that he's, you know, aggressively prying. It's just really neglible but irritating things, such as if I'm trying to cook he'll stand in the doorway (or in front of the fridge) and hold a one-sided conversation with me. Or, if my door's...
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If my housemate's boyfried does not stop watching me, there will be beatings.
[Edit: Ok, now I feel mean. It's not that he's, you know, aggressively prying. It's just really neglible but irritating things, such as if I'm trying to cook he'll stand in the doorway (or in front of the fridge) and hold a one-sided conversation with me. Or, if my door's...
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kickinglovers:
you need a hand..?
mct:
*offers to assist with beatdown* ... just let me bulk up a little first 
Oh god.
This is such a bad idea. I am crippled by grief and amazement at my own ridiculous emotional susceptibility.
I have a raging hangover and I realise now that I am in love with a man I will probably never see again in my life.
I am wretched.
This is such a bad idea. I am crippled by grief and amazement at my own ridiculous emotional susceptibility.
I have a raging hangover and I realise now that I am in love with a man I will probably never see again in my life.
I am wretched.
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elchupacabra:
i dont drive in nottingham itself yet, seeing as i live just north, i did go to wollaton thou via nuthall island, which was quite daunting
mro:
You didn't tell me you were born with a sepia tint....
Man, I have a headache like nothing known to man. The thing is, I can't work out which of the many things I am doing to myself (but shouldn't be) is responsible, although I suspect that the daily taking of a double dose of iron tablets isn't terribly beneficial (I just wanted to get better twice as fast . . .)
Will edit this later....
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Will edit this later....
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septembre:
Wow just one ninja is impressive but 10! Im in awe! I had the worst day imaginable. Was editing my uni film from 9pm Thurs until 3pm Fri with no break....and then found that it wouldnt burn to CD so I couldnt hand it in. GRRRR. So yes, im not a happy bunny and I'm awake at 6 in the morning because my sleeping patterns been rejiggered once again. Its like Jet Lag 
Do you ever go to Rock City? I'm being taken there tonight....yay 
how lovely it will be. Theres SG stickers all over the place in there. Only a couple have been me 
Right Im going to see what kids cartoons are on on Saturday mornings...ooh I havent done that for years *sigh*
Do you ever go to Rock City? I'm being taken there tonight....yay how lovely it will be. Theres SG stickers all over the place in there. Only a couple have been me Right Im going to see what kids cartoons are on on Saturday mornings...ooh I havent done that for years *sigh*
septembre:
It seems Rock City has gone through an evolution. To Cock City. And now to Cock Shitty. That about sums it up. As usual, I spent the evening on the balcony pointing out the faults of the other poor souls who decided that a night of terrible music and underage emos would be the epitomy of a good time. Stupid music for stupid people. The only reason I go anymore is for the cheap laughs at the expense of others and the attention I get. Ahh I'm an attention whore.
I have been thinking about this for some time now, and I can't work out whose emotional reaction was the most valid.
Case in point: Jay discovers that Dawn has been sleeping with someone who is not Jay via the medium of Dawn's diary. Goes mental, punches the wall, storms around the living room interrogating housemates and general making a nuisance of himself.
Alternative scenario:...
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Case in point: Jay discovers that Dawn has been sleeping with someone who is not Jay via the medium of Dawn's diary. Goes mental, punches the wall, storms around the living room interrogating housemates and general making a nuisance of himself.
Alternative scenario:...
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mro:
Yep, i'm a right little rebel. Those pesky jelly babies don't scare me. Rah! \m/
So, where have you been and what happened to taking pics of food?
In answer to your conundrum I don't think bottling it up inside is necessarily a good thing. It is certainly a better proposition than losing your rag and smashing the place up, but ultimately if you just leave without confronting the offending individual then they will take it as read that they can do it again and again to their next girlfriends without truely understanding the consequences. M'lud.
Anyway, let's talk about sandwiches.....
So, where have you been and what happened to taking pics of food?
In answer to your conundrum I don't think bottling it up inside is necessarily a good thing. It is certainly a better proposition than losing your rag and smashing the place up, but ultimately if you just leave without confronting the offending individual then they will take it as read that they can do it again and again to their next girlfriends without truely understanding the consequences. M'lud.
Anyway, let's talk about sandwiches.....
septembre:
Hey there's a thread on one of the SG boards about Nottingham. There's quite a few people on there - everyone's pretty suprised I think. How's things? Are you at Trent or...the other one 
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Hook-Up/59316/
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Hook-Up/59316/
I want to go to the South by SouthWest thing in Texas. However, it is in Texas and I am not.
I want it so bad.
I want it so bad.
I am back!
Yay!
For those of you who don't know (also, those who don't care) my computer died last Thursday night, an event I blame entirely on installing Microsoft ServicePack 2. Basically, all the user identities were wiped from the harddrive (or something) and I couldn't log in to my computer. But four hours of phonecalls and three visits from my dad later, it...
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Yay!
For those of you who don't know (also, those who don't care) my computer died last Thursday night, an event I blame entirely on installing Microsoft ServicePack 2. Basically, all the user identities were wiped from the harddrive (or something) and I couldn't log in to my computer. But four hours of phonecalls and three visits from my dad later, it...
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So. My housemates and I, we have been thinking. And we have decided that it will be an interesting experiment for me to record in detail exactly what I consume during one week - record through the medium of pictures. So, from now for one week I will be taking pictures of everything I eat, and printing them out in order to stick them...
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kickinglovers:
Happy birthday too. 
snap:
Aww, bless you!
Just dont get too high...
90% of everything in this world has no meaning, or at least no meaning that will be pertinent to yourself.
As for English departments, I couldn't agree more, but I graduated from an Engineering department which is pretty much the same wth a huge dollop of arrogance dropped on top. Doesn't mean you or I are the same, also doesn't mean we have to fight it. Fight things that do harm, leave insignificant little people who think that education makes them better people to their own devices, their whole fucked up little world always caves in on them in the end anyway.
Recognising the few things in life that are important is what makes us all happy in the end, realising that there's a lot of fucked up "normal" people should serve as a reminder that it's a good thing to be able to see it, not be a prt of it rather than provide an entity for us to direct anger at.
Life is good when you realise that you can see beyond the normal perception of things.
BTW thanks for the birthday wishes x