smirkingatyou

making a mix cd of torch songs. looking for ideas. think "making love" not "fucking in a bathroom." any ideas, kids?

very very tired

I had a phone call with my parent's last night that involved me saying:
"I'm not in jail."
"None of my asshole friends would play a joke on you. They would play a joke on me"
"I ain't done shit in Dekalb County."

The whole thing took place in front of the girl I just started seeing. Once we figured some things out, we laughed...
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It wasn't even a date. We were just hanging out with our friends. We laughed and flirted, and, when everyone else had gone, we sat and talked. There was an obvious silence in the conversation that needed to be filled. Then I kissed you. And right then I didn't care about the absurdly complicated reasons that we shouldn't be kissing. I was just happy to...
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***Pimp--verb--to grill a medical student
see also, "being pimped"

This act is most often performed in public usually by an attending physician, but the offensive party may also be a resident, intern, or, on occasion, a traitorous, Hell-bound fellow student. Any topic, no matter how insignificant, encompassed in the entire sphere of accepted Western medicine is fair game. It is done under the pretense of...
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I went down the the huricane relief center again today. The center had been moved to a bigger building across town. It was practically empty. There were more volunteers than evacuees. You might be thinking "Isn't that a good thing? " I'd like to think so, but I'm afraid that people didn't know where to go. You see, we haven't gotten any of those busses...
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I woke up today with a message on my answering machine from a friend. She told me that a mutual friend and med student was trying to others to volunteer for a Salvation Army hurricane relief center. I got down there about 11:30 bearing lunch and my stethscope. There were lots of voluteers from various groups organizing shelters and passing out clothes, food, and personal...
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I was chatting with a friend tonight about my love life, specifically why it's dead. Work, itself, has offered no opportunities. Aside from the ethical problems, my patient population does not an attractive dating pool make.
--possible opening line--
"Hey, i noticed the baby-daddy isn't around. Would you like to go out some time, ya know, as soon as you shit out that kid, turn...
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Last night went well. I saw one vaginal delivery. I actually just saw the labor. Things got complicated toward the end and the attending and another resident had to get involved. With three docs and the leg drapes, I couldn't see anything until it was over. She was given an episiotomy, a incision that extends the vaginal opening so the baby could get out. I...
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god damn i'm tired