"We are together, my child and I, Mother and child, yes, but sisters really, against whatever denies us all that we are." - Alice Walker
I love quotes. Had a fun time with my kids this last week and week-end. A lot of time was spent playing in the pool in the backyard. When you see and hear your kids really having a great time together, it's so fucking cool.
Thinking of just going for an AA degree in general studies to start with....get going, and see what grabs my interest.
Might be going on a trip with Mr Slutty in the fall.....if it all works out, it would be SO FUN!!
I feel in need of a major change. I just want to literally open the doors of my house, and put an "everything for sale" sign up, and get rid of IT ALL. Start fresh.
Don't have much interesting to say. Feeling kind of pensive at the moment. So many things going through my mind...all that has happened recently. Trying to make sense. Can you ever make sense of things? I don't know....
Moving forward, moving forward....
I love quotes. Had a fun time with my kids this last week and week-end. A lot of time was spent playing in the pool in the backyard. When you see and hear your kids really having a great time together, it's so fucking cool.
Thinking of just going for an AA degree in general studies to start with....get going, and see what grabs my interest.
Might be going on a trip with Mr Slutty in the fall.....if it all works out, it would be SO FUN!!
I feel in need of a major change. I just want to literally open the doors of my house, and put an "everything for sale" sign up, and get rid of IT ALL. Start fresh.
Don't have much interesting to say. Feeling kind of pensive at the moment. So many things going through my mind...all that has happened recently. Trying to make sense. Can you ever make sense of things? I don't know....
Moving forward, moving forward....
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i don't know how to fight, how to be heard, how to air my feelings without coming across as accusatory. i know that i'm partly to blame for the problems that we have, but he feels no responsibility whatsoever. there's a gap there. and i think blame has to be assigned-- how can anyone change if they don't realize what they do that's wrong? myself included.
i'm pretty sure he won't leave me, but i'm not sure what i want to do. it seems like such a minor thing to leave over. but it's like the straw that broke the camel's back. if i cannot impress upon him that he doesn't have to hide things from me, that i'd be cool with almost anything he wanted to do, i feel like "why should i keep trying? what could possibly change?"
and i wish i could have some therapy. but we can't afford it. i don't even have medical insurance.
sorry for writing you a novel. i appreciate your comments.
How are things? I sincerely hope they are going well.
Things with holly and i are awesome =) Ill tell the whole SG community later in my next journal as to where Holly and i stand
Well its time to get pierced again
Ill chat with ya sometime and stop by and say hi to me!!!!