I'm suffering from split-life spillover, and as a result I've had to change my blog address. I go to great lengths to keep my blog and my fetish clients at separate ends of the room. Otherwise, my life wouldn't be split at all, and I'm no good at merging the perverse with the proper.
Current objects of my desire: ginger, Japanese candy, shiny pens, bruises on pale men, insects from Southeast Asia, slow drowsy noise, and compulsive behavior.
sofreshsoclean:
i wish one of your objects of desire was bruises on south asian men who get drowsy. then i'd qualify.
hi.
is it odd that i saw your pro on nerve?
hi.
is it odd that i saw your pro on nerve?
roderickusher:
Current object of my desire: sushi, sake, shiney white hair, sandals, caramel corn, a carnivorous koala bear, candles in hard core porn, free cab fare.
Silly verse, stolen purse, a Hummer hearse.
Czech beer, killer deer, Im not queer but Richard Gere in Primary Fear.
[Edited on Aug 08, 2004 11:57PM]
Silly verse, stolen purse, a Hummer hearse.
Czech beer, killer deer, Im not queer but Richard Gere in Primary Fear.
[Edited on Aug 08, 2004 11:57PM]
slightgeist:
hello.
I've been a lazy bitch when it comes to updates.
So now - now I'm back here, in NYC, and I'm currently enjoying my one free day before the fetish gigs start up again. I'd like to preserve some quiet time for myself, but I need the cash. Badly. Severely. Desperately. I'd panhandle, but I've gotten to know all my local panhandlers and can't bring...
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So now - now I'm back here, in NYC, and I'm currently enjoying my one free day before the fetish gigs start up again. I'd like to preserve some quiet time for myself, but I need the cash. Badly. Severely. Desperately. I'd panhandle, but I've gotten to know all my local panhandlers and can't bring...
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burialrabbits:
"I can't," he said before pulling the knife away from his instructor's throat. "I'll go to jail."
burialrabbits:
Regret is a harsh thing sometimes, but it's possible to defeat it with capable hands. As long as you have quicker fists than regret does, you'll come out fine in the end. And most people will agree that scars are sexy. Look at Steven Seagal; he carried action films into reality and the mindset of business America, and now he has so much money he can't even dress properly. That's a man who knows nothing of regret. Not even his scripts will phase him.
I have insomnia, and I'm daydreaming.
The fetish gigs were exhausting me, and before my trip out here (I'm in California), sex and flirtation were losing their edge for me. Like some kind of dating burn-out.
But then out of nowhere this boy appears just as I'm about to leave for this lovely state, and now he slips mysterious notes into my inbox. To be...
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The fetish gigs were exhausting me, and before my trip out here (I'm in California), sex and flirtation were losing their edge for me. Like some kind of dating burn-out.
But then out of nowhere this boy appears just as I'm about to leave for this lovely state, and now he slips mysterious notes into my inbox. To be...
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scopitone6248:
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappy Biiiiiiiiiiiiirthdaaaaaaaaaaay
Toooooooooooo Youuuuuuuu
What's this about you being in LA soon?
Toooooooooooo Youuuuuuuu
What's this about you being in LA soon?
scopitone6248:
Yeah I tend to get comments. I think they're all after my money. 
See that you DO send a subtle sign the next time you're in my neck of the woods.
See that you DO send a subtle sign the next time you're in my neck of the woods.
I've neglected this space. Maybe because I've been outrageously over-occupied and in a state of perpetual recovery. I can't remember where my life was where I left off; lately, I haven't been able to keep track of my life from the night before. Sex still seems to play a prominent role in my day-to-day experience, as does running, as does work, as does the upkeep...
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scopitone6248:
Girl, I now regret not reading your journals. Wasn't intentional, I just tend to prefer life up and away from the 'puter. I'm now going to make a mental note to check in on ya more often.
Keep it up. Right up.
Keep it up. Right up.
stellartrane:
Can we trade lives?
In spite of all this highly questionable dicking around with threesomes, femmes, and fetish, I met a boy. A nice, scruffy, well-adjusted, whore-and-cocaine-free boy. So, I'll clean up my act now. Or at least I'll try to.
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rumrunner:
PEEK A BOO 
freyja__:
if you're interested in joining sgny
you should come to the open event.
you should come to the open event.
agamemnon2004:
What vicious, gracious creatures.
I've got a photoshoot today and suddenly I'm acutely aware of my body. I've never really noticed my body - I've just experienced it through touch, usually. And music. And back when I had the time and energy and motivation, acid.
And it's ironic, because I'm ultra-camerashy. But it pays. And it pays well. For no brainwork. And that's a nice change.
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Addendum 5/11...
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And it's ironic, because I'm ultra-camerashy. But it pays. And it pays well. For no brainwork. And that's a nice change.
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Addendum 5/11...
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hati:
Foot fetish model? You could be the next Joe Millionaire" girl!
ooo:
hmmmm....what colud have been, it oo have a way with the lens, plus...
cheers
cheers
I have strange luck.
I've been crawling for cash lately, thanks to some outrageously expensive but extremely important texts, a past conference trip, and an upcoming research trip. I'm strapped. Still waiting on the rest of the cash to come in from a shoot I did a few weeks ago. Still waiting on a fellowship payment.
So I just got not one but two part-time...
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I've been crawling for cash lately, thanks to some outrageously expensive but extremely important texts, a past conference trip, and an upcoming research trip. I'm strapped. Still waiting on the rest of the cash to come in from a shoot I did a few weeks ago. Still waiting on a fellowship payment.
So I just got not one but two part-time...
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hati:
Did you make it to the SGNY thing?
A goddamn hickey. That's number two - no, number three - in the past two months. I go a good twelve years with no high-school-style hickeys, and suddenly I hit my late twenties and there's a mouth party on my neck.
My night just involved the following: whiskey, mutual laments on the missed Tortoise show, mentions of prostitutes, mentions of cocaine, mentions of prostitutes with...
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My night just involved the following: whiskey, mutual laments on the missed Tortoise show, mentions of prostitutes, mentions of cocaine, mentions of prostitutes with...
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hati:
You probably noticed in my journal entry that I am very much against coke So, I am in full support of any no coke rule.
And here's your chance.
And here's your chance.
mathilde74:
yes of course 
(for the friend list)
I just answered to you on my journal because it was more easier to understand each other.
(for the friend list)
I just answered to you on my journal because it was more easier to understand each other
.I had an intense dream last night. The reality-distorting kind that confuses you for a few minutes after you wake up. It was about one of you cats, and it's fucking with my brain cells.
But of greater importance is the following news: I gotta hot date with a chick. She's a bit of a hot bitch (and I use this term with great postfeminist...
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But of greater importance is the following news: I gotta hot date with a chick. She's a bit of a hot bitch (and I use this term with great postfeminist...
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hati:
Aaaahahahaha.
You didn't deny my claim. Eeeexcelent.
You didn't deny my claim. Eeeexcelent.
throatneedle:
good luck with the girl and your business as well!