I woke up today at 5:30, and stared at the clock until 7:04, wishing nothing else than to fall back to sleep to the sounds of the rain. Now I can't do a whole lot other than stare at the monitor for another hour and a half, knowing all I'm going to do for the next eight hours is the same thing.
By all accounts I shouldn't even be here. Here where I live, here Columbus, here on earth. I guess I'm just left wondering how I'm supposed to use the time I have and what do I do next.
By all accounts I shouldn't even be here. Here where I live, here Columbus, here on earth. I guess I'm just left wondering how I'm supposed to use the time I have and what do I do next.
angeld:
Shit mate, you sound seriously down. I do know that feeling though, all to well. Just seems as though nothings working out and you're stuck in a rut. Feeling it too mate.