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I did not die.

I've decided I need to get married. Here's the ad:

27/M/Columbus Ohio. Execellent Health, Dental, Optical. 5 channels of cable porn 24x7 free.

List of things I've found spring cleaning:

Some things I've found that I didn't know I had (forgot about):

2 x Dreamcast Light Guns
1 x Boss SP-202 Dr. Sample (thought I sold it years ago)
2 x 486 75Mhz laptops (no hard drive bays)
25 x books
1 x lamp belonging to a great grandmother
1 x Pound of Pipe Tobacco
4 x Computer...
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My sincerest apologies to all those I've whined to recently, I'm just being pressed into a shitty situation(s), and my coping mechanisms have been taken away. I'm sorry.

My body, mind, and pockets can't handle the way I've been drinking. I wish the doctor would just give me some painkillers and I could call it a day. It's four am and my skull is pounding like a jackhammer. I woke up wishing I'd never wake up.

I've made so many promises to myself that I'd never drink again, for lots of reasons. I've...
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It's been a weird day... one where I've lived outside my online self for a bit. There is something I wish for like 6 people to know, and thats that whatever I write here does not point to my character at all. Those who know me well, know that. I read all as nearly a 3rd party viewer today and it really made me think....
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I, absolutely, can NEVER win.

I wasn't happy, so I met a girl. I loved her, she dumped me thru email and got married last weekend.

I wasn't happy here, so I went to visit some friends. Grandma died 5 hours into my drive to flordia. Besides having a dead grandmother, I ended up with no vacation last year.

I wasn't happy with myself, so...
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Ok,

I'm done being a whiney fuck. I've had more to deal with that is life altering that I've written about. You sit in a wheelchair for 18 months. Anyway, like I said, I'm done with it. I'm back to feeling like a 16 year old me. Ready to fight, fuck and offend.

It sucks that on certain occasions, you can get thrown in jail for saying how you feel. MOUTH SHUT.

While sitting in my bed in the ER, I heard serveral radio reports of a cyclist down in morning traffic. It was me, and I'm alive. Just thought I'd post something somewhere where columbus people could read it.

I've lived in a few cities, and without a doubt, columbus has to be the most cycling friendly with a few exceptions. All that happened was my...
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I'm an absolute fucking wreck.

1. My meds are at work. I am at home. My legs are too torn up to bike. Fuck, they're almost too torn up to walk.
2. I have $53 to last me till Thursday, which would normally not be a problem except...
3. The people that run the apartments I live in towed my car with no warning. Yeah,...
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I need new pants!