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Thursday May 20, 2004

May 20, 2004
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I am sore like you would not believe.

DHL Next Day Delivery of New Intec Releases: $60.

2 CD's I will never listen to again: $60

Replacement cables and adapters for ones that went missing: $27

New bottle of tylenol: $5

Blaring tech house for people that didn't want to hear it, but having one person come and thank me because they got down anyway: Priceless

People often don't realize that what I do in my spare time is 9 times out of 10 a total fucking let down. Well, it used to be. I got frustrated, dropped out of the scene for 5 years, but it still moved me. Just personally.

What I had to teach myself was that if that one person got down like nobody's business, I had done good.

Fact is, I am good at what I do. I'd do it all the time, but there's my 401k to worry about. Yeah, it may sound like I'm boasting or something, but I fucking like it, so there.

I woke up this morning, showed up for work an hour late, turned on cartoons, and ate apple cinnamon oatmeal. I left an hour and a half early, setup my PA, and played loud music for 3 hours. Every day, I remind myself that I live the dream of the average 10 year old. And that rocks all.

Thank god for refundable airfare. I just cancelled my show tomorrow night because it seemed tedious. Yeah, there's some pissed off east coast folks right now, but I have a hot date tomorrow and free $1000 tickets to the last season performance of the Columbus Symphony Orchestra. I often have to remind myself of what really matters. Simple things... enjoying whatever life has to offer me that day, reminding myself that I am a god to all 10 year olds, and many people that are 10 trapped in a 20 something body.

Stress has made me forget these things. I live alone, and love it. That's simple, and taken for granted. I have infinate freedom, and I take it for granted.

Do something silly today. Remind yourself of your freedom, even if it's limited. Go for a walk. Look around. Whatever. Enjoy it while you can, life is too short.
samanthakayne:
good advice.

will do, thank you.

glad you've found some happiness in your space, babe.
May 21, 2004
ilovemikehunt:
well, the 9 let downs make that 1 hit that much better, right?
...that's what makes like werth living.
uh huh.
May 22, 2004

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