My sleep schedule is fucked up again. Coming home at 5, sleeping till 10:30, being up all night. I hate it, it just brings on apathy. A dozen new records came today, and I don't feel like touching them.
A million things are eating at my soul right now, mostly to do with my best and oldest friends not doing so hot. It only eats my soul because all I know I can do is wait and be there for them. I just can't fucking fix it. I mean, I probably could, but that's not right, and they wouldn't accept it.
I think it's one of the only things that truely bother me, feeling helpless to those around me. Well, that and being in love with my best friend... One I've called my sister for as long as I can remember. That's a different story all together, one I don't even want to think about.
Sometimes I think if I could just make a difference, I'd feel better. Hmm. Random thoughts.
A million things are eating at my soul right now, mostly to do with my best and oldest friends not doing so hot. It only eats my soul because all I know I can do is wait and be there for them. I just can't fucking fix it. I mean, I probably could, but that's not right, and they wouldn't accept it.
I think it's one of the only things that truely bother me, feeling helpless to those around me. Well, that and being in love with my best friend... One I've called my sister for as long as I can remember. That's a different story all together, one I don't even want to think about.
Sometimes I think if I could just make a difference, I'd feel better. Hmm. Random thoughts.