sixbysix

i'm completely out of the profile-updating loop. I look back at my activity on this site 5 years ago and I was a hyperactive ball of creative writing compared to now.

But anyway... woot, 28! 2 more years to grow up before I have no excuses left!

Soooo.... i'm back here again.

Found a nice email telling me a mysterious "someone" had bought me a gift account. Given how long i've been inactive and how few people I know on here, i'm going ot err on the side of cynicism and guess this is a marketing ploy to remind me what i'm missing. Well, i'm game!

Will update my profile in time,...
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How does one break an addiction?

I have, after almost three life-sapping years, quit my alternate life on Everquest 2. My account is cancelled, my client uninstalled, my bridges burned. The two characters who have received my all for the last 18 months now sit in potentia, waiting for the player to return.

It still preys on my mind.

I try to fill my evenings...
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Neil Gaiman rocks my world.

I.. am.. Rahael.

My Level 70 Swashbuckler is now me. I am inseperable from it.

The real world has lost all appeal to me; my only tenuous link to it, an attractively down-to-earth Polish girl who clearly felt something for me, has moved to another town and met a man. My inability to articulate or act upon positive emotions meant that a possible romance never...
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Jesus fucking Christ, four months without an update. I'm currently lying dead at the foot of the Guardian of Leadership waiting to be revived (online RPG, don't ask).

Well, i'm the same weak human as I was back then, though don't mention I said that as I will deny it. A potential relationship with a sexy Polish girl may have turned into a potentially uninteresting...
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It feels like a fucking age since i've been on SG. I'm hopelessly addicted to Everquest 2, more so than before. Only a computer crash and a couple of days fixing it has tempered me so far. Needless to say, however, I am installing EQ2 as I speak....

I may also have acquired a drinking problem; I can't seem to get drunk any more, more...
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Superman was rather good, a real old-fashioned superhero movie- you could almost imagine Christopher Reeve and Gene Hackman in the lead roles, and the whole feel was greatly improved by the use of the original score and credit-styling. It was ruined by the schizophrenic crackhead sat next to us, talking thoughout the whole damn movie.

Pirates of the Caribbean tomorrow

Also tonight I found out...
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Ah, so that's what exhaustion feels like.

"Breath of the morning
I keep forgetting
the smell of warm
summer air"

It smells like summer.

My friends are hopelessly attached to their women. I think I just need some postpubescent groping to help, I really feel the need for human contact tonight.

"Hey baby, wanna come back to my mom's house?"

Grr... whether to go see friends i've not seen for months, or one I might not see for longer?

EDIT: Ended up seeing both, and feeling just as out of place at each. The plus point is the girl who liked me seems to be getting over it - the minus being that no-one I actually like has become available.