The End
"Ring Ring"
It's Dan calling on my cell phone. I pick it up "Hello?"
"Hey Matt! How's it going?" (Dan's one of the only people who can call my "Matt" and live to tell about it.
"Pretty good!" I said. We talked for about 20 minutes, a half hour. He sounded unusually jovial. I asked him how his job was going. He said...
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"Ring Ring"
It's Dan calling on my cell phone. I pick it up "Hello?"
"Hey Matt! How's it going?" (Dan's one of the only people who can call my "Matt" and live to tell about it.
"Pretty good!" I said. We talked for about 20 minutes, a half hour. He sounded unusually jovial. I asked him how his job was going. He said...
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I'm single again. So, I turned my profile back on. I don't know how many of you kept me in your friend list out of sentimental feelings, laziness or just not knowing that I ever even left. But maybe we'll talk again...
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josephine:
thanks for that sweet comment of yours!
i understand perfect english as spanish ofcourse..
your words were touching
i understand perfect english as spanish ofcourse..
your words were touching
sophie:
Hey Sivacrom,
Well... your comment is really odd. Should I encourage you to pick up a book if you are already predisposed to judge yourself and others as nerdy for doing so? And I'm confused if that's supposed to be sarcasm, since I openly admit to being a nerd all the time, so therefore would be unfamiliar with why somone would not do something because it was nerdy....
Anyways, there's tons of nostalgic folk out there that to this day only play AD&D. I just learned how to play DnD two years ago, and I learned with 3.5, so that's the only game I know, and I love it. They sell the three core 3.5 DnD books at Borders (The Player's Handbook, The Monster Manual, and The Dungeon Master's Guide), so if your interest is really peaked, you should go down to Borders and have a look.
Otherwise don't and say the nerds did. That always works.
Well... your comment is really odd. Should I encourage you to pick up a book if you are already predisposed to judge yourself and others as nerdy for doing so? And I'm confused if that's supposed to be sarcasm, since I openly admit to being a nerd all the time, so therefore would be unfamiliar with why somone would not do something because it was nerdy....
Anyways, there's tons of nostalgic folk out there that to this day only play AD&D. I just learned how to play DnD two years ago, and I learned with 3.5, so that's the only game I know, and I love it. They sell the three core 3.5 DnD books at Borders (The Player's Handbook, The Monster Manual, and The Dungeon Master's Guide), so if your interest is really peaked, you should go down to Borders and have a look.
Otherwise don't and say the nerds did. That always works.
Goodbye.
qwerty:
But why? 
Goodbye.
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charlatan:
What exactly do you mean by bonnet? 
keegan:
The pillow was begging for it and I'm not one to dissapoint! 
Goodbye.
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fatality:
I loved your comment!
fatality:
Of course!
My head hurts. I have SO much grading to do that I'm not doing anything. Ever do that? You have so much to do that you just shut down?
SG Party is tonight and the last thing I wanna do is go. No offense to my Mill City Homies, but my head hurts and I would just show up and leave. I'm feeling very tired...
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SG Party is tonight and the last thing I wanna do is go. No offense to my Mill City Homies, but my head hurts and I would just show up and leave. I'm feeling very tired...
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rayn:
Thank you. I love corsets. If I had enough money I would have one for everyday of the year.
oldschool:
Well I really don't know what to say.
Firstly, Blasfemme, IE Radia is super cool
I must complement you on your
good taste my friend.
Secondly, I guess I don't believe
that there is a social
heirarchy. Here or anywhere.
If you care what people think of you
you become their prisoner.
If people are going to judge you,
then fuck them.
Well there is my three cents
spend it wisely.
By the way what is the name of your band?
Firstly, Blasfemme, IE Radia is super cool
I must complement you on your
good taste my friend.
Secondly, I guess I don't believe
that there is a social
heirarchy. Here or anywhere.
If you care what people think of you
you become their prisoner.
If people are going to judge you,
then fuck them.
Well there is my three cents
spend it wisely.
By the way what is the name of your band?
Man, Souljerk was totally right. You know, my childhood nemesis was most certainly just very insecure. That's probably why he was such a jerk to me growing up. And it was probably also why he cheated on my best friend's sister.
To his credit, we later on became friends and spent many hours playing together in the woods near where we lived.
I know his...
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To his credit, we later on became friends and spent many hours playing together in the woods near where we lived.
I know his...
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cricket:
yeah, well I made it quite a few months ago. . . I didnt' make it during the set tho. . .
blasfemme:
hell no i am not !!!! you rock, thankyou for coming to meet me.
and you will definitely see me tonite.
and you will definitely see me tonite.
In my never ending quest for a woman of internal AND external beauty, I find myself being demoralized far too often as I read some of the SuicideGirl's journals.
I won't say which SG's journal I was reading, but it inspired me to write this lyric...
Pictures and pictures and dancing and pictures
SG turns laywomen to immortal fixtures
Beauty and cuteness and lust and...
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I won't say which SG's journal I was reading, but it inspired me to write this lyric...
Pictures and pictures and dancing and pictures
SG turns laywomen to immortal fixtures
Beauty and cuteness and lust and...
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dejajeva:
I hope you got up early to get your work done. I haven't slept yet. I'm very bad.
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souljerk:
Ever herd the Term "I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy"
Well no matter how bad or awful a person is the last thing you should do is celebrate their unlucky demise. A well earned death to those like Jeffery Domer, John Wayne Gacy, Henry Lee Lucas, Robert Ramirez, Charlie Manson, and Ted Bundy is often celebrated but should we really celebrate maybe we should just learn. At any rate media today draws us into the slightest drama only to spark our emotions of either angst or sadness, were our feeling just don't belong. Is it really our business that so and so died in a car crash, or what ever they decide to convey to us. I say No. Be happy with your own life, do what you can to make others happy and if they don't respond then it really is no skin off your back. Think about the victims parents, should you? Is projected empathy a gift or a curse? We just sit back and blindly obey societies rules. We obey when we choose we disobey when it is covenant.
When we were growing up we thought our parents were fools, but the truth is with most that they cared, they cared were it mattered at the basic need maybe we should simply embrace that. Care about what effects you personally and disregard all other negative unimportant information.
Simply put this person has been out of your life for some time and the time that he was there, was probably the result of a strong insecurity. If I were you I would consider his death a natural occurrence and nothing more. Besides As a wise man once said "It's not about you"
Well no matter how bad or awful a person is the last thing you should do is celebrate their unlucky demise. A well earned death to those like Jeffery Domer, John Wayne Gacy, Henry Lee Lucas, Robert Ramirez, Charlie Manson, and Ted Bundy is often celebrated but should we really celebrate maybe we should just learn. At any rate media today draws us into the slightest drama only to spark our emotions of either angst or sadness, were our feeling just don't belong. Is it really our business that so and so died in a car crash, or what ever they decide to convey to us. I say No. Be happy with your own life, do what you can to make others happy and if they don't respond then it really is no skin off your back. Think about the victims parents, should you? Is projected empathy a gift or a curse? We just sit back and blindly obey societies rules. We obey when we choose we disobey when it is covenant.
When we were growing up we thought our parents were fools, but the truth is with most that they cared, they cared were it mattered at the basic need maybe we should simply embrace that. Care about what effects you personally and disregard all other negative unimportant information.
Simply put this person has been out of your life for some time and the time that he was there, was probably the result of a strong insecurity. If I were you I would consider his death a natural occurrence and nothing more. Besides As a wise man once said "It's not about you"
Well, Saddam was captured and... I dunno. I'm glad he's been caught, but I'm scared all the stupid people in the U.S. will be more likely to re-elect that Bush guy for another hellish 4 years. 
Remember my last entry? About the ex I invited to a show? Well, she did write me back. I think she reads my journal. I wonder if she'd have...
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Remember my last entry? About the ex I invited to a show? Well, she did write me back. I think she reads my journal. I wonder if she'd have...
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shescravingsweet:
oh course i like billie, but my first love is ella, and i feel that because billie had the looks ella often gets the shaft.
i wish i lived in the jazz age so i could sing more often
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i wish i lived in the jazz age so i could sing more often
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shescravingsweet:
do i ever. then i was living in milwaukee i worked at a jazz piano bar. i was a cocktail, but randomly through the nights i would step up on stage in my little black cocktail dress, or 30s gangster/jazz outfits and sing my heart out. then run back down to get that dirty martini the 2 top in VIP ordered.
*sigh* how i miss it
*sigh* how i miss it
Have you ever had to stick to your guns with someone and then not wanted to stick to them? I always find that times come where I have to make a stand and stick to it with people I once dated. Sometimes, I don't mind. I have a couple ex girlfriends who have crossed a line with me too many times and I'm quite convinced...
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souljerk:
"Life is not about making stands to keep others from walking on us. Life is about telling people when they've crossed the line and why that line is there, then letting them try again. Life is about learning how it is you may have made the same mistakes, then trying once more. If others don't want to participate in that process, you just have to let them go. It's not about you."
you do have a good point.
However I am the kind of guy that likes making a stand for some one who is under attack...and in turn I get attacked.. This is the pattern of my life. I feel justice. I feel emotion. I live buy my heart more then my head to many times. Sometimes I should be better off dead but I like to live. I am not depressed just angry and feed up with the lack of respect and courtesy that people give and get these days. I hunger for a more just and chivalrous world.
you do have a good point.
However I am the kind of guy that likes making a stand for some one who is under attack...and in turn I get attacked.. This is the pattern of my life. I feel justice. I feel emotion. I live buy my heart more then my head to many times. Sometimes I should be better off dead but I like to live. I am not depressed just angry and feed up with the lack of respect and courtesy that people give and get these days. I hunger for a more just and chivalrous world.
blasfemme:
yes you certainly do need to get coffee with me. promises promises
*smoochies*
*smoochies*
I just got done watching "I'm Gonna Git You Sucka" on DVD. No special features... that sucks!!! In the movie, our hero, Jack Spade, cuts his finger in the climactic battle scene and heats up a needle with the flame from a match and uses it to cauterize the wound. It's a take on "Rambo (First Blood, Part II)" where Rambo has to stop his...
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dejajeva:
I really like your music. I rather loved Waltz of the Porcelain Doll. I'm a big fan of instrumentals in general, but there is a wonderful sound in that song that just ties the whole peice together. The website is wonderfully put together.
As to being a Republican...well..I have little interest in starting a flame debate about who's better. lol. But I'll say this. I vote for values. Values I have, values I think the canidate has, and values I feel America should move torwards. Now, I realize that sounds hypocritical, being that I'm a member of a porn site. Heh.
I'm just more conservative than most girls my age.
Then again, in some ways...I'm not conservative at all.
Like I said, I vote my heart.
And if I'm torn, I just figure which one would look better in a thong.
As to being a Republican...well..I have little interest in starting a flame debate about who's better. lol. But I'll say this. I vote for values. Values I have, values I think the canidate has, and values I feel America should move torwards. Now, I realize that sounds hypocritical, being that I'm a member of a porn site. Heh.
I'm just more conservative than most girls my age.
Then again, in some ways...I'm not conservative at all.
Like I said, I vote my heart.
And if I'm torn, I just figure which one would look better in a thong.
dejajeva:
I don't presume to agree with everything Republicans stand for, nor do I agree with everything Democrats or Independents stand for.
Like I said, I am a registered Reublican, though, I do not vote along party lines. I vote my heart.
Pics soon!
Like I said, I am a registered Reublican, though, I do not vote along party lines. I vote my heart.
Pics soon!
xx.