sistergrim

I just had the weirdest dream ever. I don't even know if I was asleep. I was wide awake at 3am, but really needed to sleep, so I tried just lying there with my eyes closed. It was useless, so I just got up and went to the computer. But I was completely messed up. If I'd just eaten anything, I'd have sworn I was drugged. I was on msn, but couldn't type for the life of me. Couldn't read a single word I got out. My head was spinning like mad. So I gave up and started looking through picture folders. But they all moved. And some laughed at me. It was the scariest thing I'd ever seen. I reached to turn my lamp on, but couldn't move my arm. Then I realized I couldn't move anything. I was about to fall out of my chair, so I used all the strength I could muster to try to at least land on the bed. And I did, but with such a force that I did a somersault or two, then fell off the bed. I heard footsteps on the stairs, then a panting, and realized it was the dog. He came into my room and I felt wet dog nose on my face. I opened my eyes to shoo him away, and I was still in bed. 100% awake. I looked at the clock, and it was only 3:25. It wasn't one of those situations where I'm a little disoriented then realize I was just dreaming. I had absolutely no idea why I was still in bed. And not a second of that "dream" was fuzzy. It was more of a WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT. *way too much swearing* I went to the bathroom and saw that I'd been crying. I don't think that summary does anything to explain how scary it was. I never want to go to bed again.

In other news, I have a job interview at Second Cup in 4 hours. It's exciting. Being a bum is getting old. Sure wish I'd had a normal night's sleep before it, but yeah. That's definitely asking too much.