so, my grandmother passed away earlier this year. ive never had anyone die on me before so i guess i had no idea how to react. everyone thought i was ok (even myself) because im such a good actor or because ihate to whine, but recently ive been acting kinda funny. i keeo snaping at people and making inappropriate comments. now i cant stop thiking...
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neur0tik:
I know exactly what your going through I lost mine in feb also I was her fav the whole family knew. Unfortuanatly i was the only one who didn't make the funeral. Stuck in the military in GA. with no money to get home. I was so angry at my parents for not lending me the money to go see her before she passed. Since I wasn't there for the funeral I shook it off like you sorta. Pretended it wasn't real. and its been killing me ever since. I still don't feel like shes dead I keep imaging i'll go home and she'll be there but the sad truth is she isn't and I never got to say bye. So at least one other person in this world knows exactly what your going through
pandamonio:
its really hard for me to show emotions as well. but that doesn't mean we don't feel them. I find it easier to write about them. hope you feel better soon.
chika:
hail to that 
i love your blogs
i love your blogs
i want to go blow bubbles at my secret spot. eat hot pink cotton candy. blow bluntz.
i miss old friends, wish everyone always kept in touch...of course that doesn't happen much.
my husband will be home in 9 days and off we'll go. never look back, just keep the lessons and the good times 
i miss old friends, wish everyone always kept in touch...of course that doesn't happen much.
my husband will be home in 9 days and off we'll go. never look back, just keep the lessons and the good times
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lenya:
you are right!
pandamonio:
hi there, how is everything? hope your week is going well.sagittarius people rock!
so it turns out there was a noise complaint at my place while i was gone. third strike so i have to move by the end of the month. turns out my neighbor (who constantly complains to me about "THE BASS") is a cop. i also dont get my deposit back...which comes out to $1000. My husband is out in a tent in iraq waiting...
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pandamonio:
welcome to the group!
punkie:
awww girl im sorry about your place. thats so fucked up. well my boyfriend has a couple shows coming up in dallas maybe you can go. if not we will definitely make plans. when's your move out date?
agonistes_vental:
a lovely picture natural and pure,two beautiful energies at bay.It's good to know you've enjoyed yourself.Have a good morning dear
chika:
amazing photograph
gosh.
Belize.
beautiful.
scary.
tasty.
and uncomfortable.
how are my Suicidegirls doing?
Belize.
beautiful.
scary.
tasty.
and uncomfortable.
how are my Suicidegirls doing?
hehe.
less than two days now. wish me luck...and everyone stay smiley in the states.
i am facing more than one of my fears on this trip.
i cant help but feel proud. ill check in in a FEW weeks. con fotos. porque me gusta tomar fotos. mi hermano es fotografo. y se cuidan. y como dijo el camello, primo, "hay much desierto!".
less than two days now. wish me luck...and everyone stay smiley in the states.
i am facing more than one of my fears on this trip.
i cant help but feel proud. ill check in in a FEW weeks. con fotos. porque me gusta tomar fotos. mi hermano es fotografo. y se cuidan. y como dijo el camello, primo, "hay much desierto!".
combatx:
i really wish i knew what that last sentence said. hope you have fun.
lilmisssunshine:
ha he's just my nephew... though sometimes i feel he practically is mine.
and please don't get kidnapped
be safe and have tons of fun!! oh, and take lots of pics
xo
and please don't get kidnapped
be safe and have tons of fun!! oh, and take lots of pics
xo
In less than 2 weeks im off to Belize.
My baby bro finally had his baby...and a cute one he is. He decided to name him Roy Anthony instead of Miclo Jr. Thank God. jaja.
I had a tough week, learned a lot of things I should of already known.
There are a lot of people I care about that I will never see again...and...
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My baby bro finally had his baby...and a cute one he is. He decided to name him Roy Anthony instead of Miclo Jr. Thank God. jaja.
I had a tough week, learned a lot of things I should of already known.
There are a lot of people I care about that I will never see again...and...
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lilmisssunshine:
thanks for the add beautiful
hope all is well your way! ... belize, thats awesome!
hope all is well your way! ... belize, thats awesome!
lilmisssunshine:
i'm well... how are you??
and why ya goin to belize??
i'm well... how are you?? and why ya goin to belize??
combatx:
pretty.
its like he doesnt really get it. ive never really been in a situation like this. he acts like we're close and i always end up telling him everything that's on my mind...but then when it's his turn to open up he never does. he feels like he shouldnt show weakness...or like he's too good. it makes me feel like he's fake because he always...
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