You know, I am still a little bit upset at you, for treating me the way you do. You think you are a good guy, but you are not most of the time.
Ok, sorry to all men out there who are decent and really kind and genuinely a good person........
Men are such bastards most of the time! They tell you what you want to hear and for some unknown reason we women fall for it! I don't understand it! Kind, intellegent, beautiful women get used and hurt everyday because some asshole needs to get his dick wet!
Lately, it feels like I have been thinking in a cloud and now it has been lifted. I feel like I am seeing things for the first time as they really are! Not that all men are scum bags....because I know for a fact that not all of them are! It is just that most of them feed women bullshit and when they are done with them, then it is over. I see it happen ALL the time every day. I go to work and I see these women all broken and crying because they honestly thought the guy they were with loved them. Because they would feed them lines, like "You're so beautiful and charming and I LOVE holding you and being with you. You make me so happy!" But then a girl with boobs and an ass walks by and its "see ya later babe" and off they go!
Monogamous relationships are not BS and I happen to think they are the key to making a society function as normal! Because people who say, I don't want to be commited to only one person, means either they are truely evil at heart, or they are afraid to trust! Most of the time they say they don't trust the person that they are with, which is actually a direct reflection on their own character.....they don't trust themselves, so of course they are going to reflect that on their mate!
I think fear is way too present in the hearts of people! Fear of what? Failure? Rejection? Being hurt? Hurting others? Not meeting others expectations? others not meeting yours? Afraid you made the wrong choice? Afraid that something might be better out there? Afraid that for once, someone might actually love you and care for you and that scares the shit out of you? Afraid that you might wake up one day and you realize your life has come to nothing!?
Seriously, all those fears are bullshit! Fear is just that, fear! It is a feeling, not a reality! You should never live in fear, because it stifles growth and maturity, and yes, you will wake up one day and realize your life has meant nothing if you constantly fear the unknown!
I believe every person out there really wants someone to love and hold....whether they are a complete asshole right now and are like "I want to fuck as many chicks I can before I die" (btw, I HATE that thinking in people!)...but that person still someday knows that they have the capacity to love someone so throughly and completely that one day they'll wake up and they won't know where their partner starts and where they end.
We all want that, but until men can keep it in their pants and stop looking at women as objects to fuck....well.....I guess I will have to just wait until my next life to see if things have changed.
Ok, I am not going to totally exclude my fairer sex from this little "sex game" of cat and mouse, because there are some women who are man eaters, and they chew up the best of men and make them into insecure assholes that end up hurting the women to follow. And I want to claw out the women's eyes who do that.
People just should not be hurting other people and use sex as their weapon of choice!
Update: If you think you are a good guy or gal....just think about how you treat the people in your life.....forgivness? not controling? Do you lie?....I am just tired of it.
Ok, sorry to all men out there who are decent and really kind and genuinely a good person........
Men are such bastards most of the time! They tell you what you want to hear and for some unknown reason we women fall for it! I don't understand it! Kind, intellegent, beautiful women get used and hurt everyday because some asshole needs to get his dick wet!
Lately, it feels like I have been thinking in a cloud and now it has been lifted. I feel like I am seeing things for the first time as they really are! Not that all men are scum bags....because I know for a fact that not all of them are! It is just that most of them feed women bullshit and when they are done with them, then it is over. I see it happen ALL the time every day. I go to work and I see these women all broken and crying because they honestly thought the guy they were with loved them. Because they would feed them lines, like "You're so beautiful and charming and I LOVE holding you and being with you. You make me so happy!" But then a girl with boobs and an ass walks by and its "see ya later babe" and off they go!
Monogamous relationships are not BS and I happen to think they are the key to making a society function as normal! Because people who say, I don't want to be commited to only one person, means either they are truely evil at heart, or they are afraid to trust! Most of the time they say they don't trust the person that they are with, which is actually a direct reflection on their own character.....they don't trust themselves, so of course they are going to reflect that on their mate!
I think fear is way too present in the hearts of people! Fear of what? Failure? Rejection? Being hurt? Hurting others? Not meeting others expectations? others not meeting yours? Afraid you made the wrong choice? Afraid that something might be better out there? Afraid that for once, someone might actually love you and care for you and that scares the shit out of you? Afraid that you might wake up one day and you realize your life has come to nothing!?
Seriously, all those fears are bullshit! Fear is just that, fear! It is a feeling, not a reality! You should never live in fear, because it stifles growth and maturity, and yes, you will wake up one day and realize your life has meant nothing if you constantly fear the unknown!
I believe every person out there really wants someone to love and hold....whether they are a complete asshole right now and are like "I want to fuck as many chicks I can before I die" (btw, I HATE that thinking in people!)...but that person still someday knows that they have the capacity to love someone so throughly and completely that one day they'll wake up and they won't know where their partner starts and where they end.
We all want that, but until men can keep it in their pants and stop looking at women as objects to fuck....well.....I guess I will have to just wait until my next life to see if things have changed.
Ok, I am not going to totally exclude my fairer sex from this little "sex game" of cat and mouse, because there are some women who are man eaters, and they chew up the best of men and make them into insecure assholes that end up hurting the women to follow. And I want to claw out the women's eyes who do that.
People just should not be hurting other people and use sex as their weapon of choice!
Update: If you think you are a good guy or gal....just think about how you treat the people in your life.....forgivness? not controling? Do you lie?....I am just tired of it.
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we're all guilty of something in life - our gender doesn't decide that. the true measure of strength is getting back up again and taking chances, keeping in mind the things you've learned and putting aside the fears and insecurities when diving in to something new, or giving something old another chance. it's not something anyone does easily. letting go of pain and letting up your guard is the absolute hardest thing to do.
that doesn't mean, however, that you should put up with any measure of emotional, mental, or physical abuse because you're hoping that everything will wind up right. it is never worth it, and never will be.
on a lighter note, i'm glad you like odette's name. most people think it's weird. but they just don't know odette well enough to see how very well she carries her name.