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i carry your heart with me
(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it.
(anywhere i go, my dear; and whatever is done only by me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful your are my world, my true)
and its you are whatever a moon has...
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rosaleigh:
I love you honey.
boogieman0330:
Hey there you. Happy thanksgiving
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i really don't want to leave the house today.
but i have to.
so exhausted.

i love my puppy, she is so sweet.
i miss the gentleman.
but he's gonna be home soon so that's ok.

just gonna keep on truckin. soon enough there will be time for rest, right?

yes, like when i'm dead.
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day 2 of being up too early. then i have this awkward amount of time where it's not enough to actually get something done but just enough to make me feel guilty for wasting it on the internet. ugh.
ikapoz:
There is no such thing as wasting time on the internet. Thats like saying wasting time playing with yourself.
boogieman0330:
w00t! See you on Saturday! biggrin
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rosaleigh:
LOL I totes just showed that to yer bawwfreend.
ikapoz:
Im not sure which one of you looks more awkward. Deciding would be like trying to divide by zero.
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boy comes back soon! yayayayayayayayay!

yay!
rosaleigh:
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!
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this place was a lot of fun - but i think i'm ready for a change. find me elsewhere.
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pigatto:
she does but I dont'... =/


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shadowslightness:
Aww, but I just got to be your friend. frown

Hopefully I'll be seeing you on my next trip to the great midwest. smile
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Lets just put this out there. Although explaining it may not help how idiotic it sounds, it'll probably make me feel better.

I met Jeremy when I was 18 when I started at the school district. While neither of us talked about it then, it was pretty awesome. We connected immediately. We confided in each other, hung out at work together, and he even...
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boogieman0330:
Keep it going and follow your plan. You have it set to get what you want, keep going.
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it hurts so much. i can't sleep, i can't eat.
but i know now that he won't come back.

its just hard to see him already moved on.
when did you stop loving me?
no response. i will always CARE about you. i will TREASURE THE TIME WE HAD.
those are not answers.
i don't want to HATE YOU and that...
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boogieman0330:
Wow girl you sound really down. I know we're not super friends but if you want to talk I ama good listener. Keep your chin up, there is still a lot of life out there.
jenautica:
Hang in there sweatpea! It can't hurt forever.
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coming home to nobody.
convincing myself not to look forward to seeing him when i leave and come home.
he's not coming back.
but maybe he is?
he isn't.
all his stuff is in bags and boxes that i put there.
mom wanted to put his clothes in the garage.
have a little heart.
i don't know what this will be like...
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rosaleigh:
it's okay to feel like you do right now. You will for a while, but you're right--you ARE strong enough. You know that, we know that. smile friends is a bad idea for a looong time. You need to get angry, and he needs to grow up. After everything blows over, maybe friends.
just don't let yourself wait for him, it'll only hurt you more.

I love you. chin up.
shadowslightness:
I empathize. frown

It's so hard. All those feelings can drive you mad when you have to face them on your own.

Things will get easier with time. If there's anything I can do...
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He's been gone since Wednesday. That's a long time alone and wondering. It wears on me. My stomach has done nothing but act up. I am being good and inviting people to do things so that I can eat, I hate eating alone.

The dogs are making circles around the table. Combined with the pain pills I just took for a painful kink...
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rosaleigh:
Your mind is in the right place, but your hurting heart is affecting it. I know you two love each other, and I know losing this may kill you for a while...but you are a strong, smart, caring woman who deserved to be loved and respected. If he can't get his shit together and realize what he is going to lose, he doesn't deserve you anyway.

I want everything to work out for the best, no matter what that may be. I love you both, but you know my loyalty (and my heart) lies with you. Anything you need from me if yours. don't ever thank me, it's what I'm here for. it's what friends do, and it's what people do for the ones they love. smile
if it is time to move on, we're going to do it together. Embrace every day and keep on pushing.
You should never have to apologize for who you are. Never. Not to anyone.
keep texting me, keep calling me, I'm here. I love you.
rosaleigh:
and, you know, if all else fails and he dumps me or ends up being a total db or you and I end up being crotchety old maids, we can marry each other and have dogs and sit on the front porch with our shotguns. biggrin


hehehe.