silver2727

I'm sorry to hear that. I'm also sorry that i haven;t replied sooner. I just haven;t been feeling very friendly lately.

POST A FUCKING A COMMENT ALREADY BIATCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCH

Im pleased that you appreciate my comments, dont were about not getting back to me after all you have a life.

Being able to block out the bad days is a nice survival tactic but lately every day seems to be a bad day. So I dont have the luxury of blocking them out, because if I did I wouldnt be able to remember anything.

Most of my questions are horribly self-centered.
Is something wrong with me?
Will I ever find a girl that will like me for me?
Is playing along with this game right? (Marja is playing games with 3 boys. why do I feel luck be one of them?)
Will I ever feel completely happy again?

Ive been feeling rather depressed and kind of useless lately.
On an interesting side note, my ex-girl called a few days ago. She called to tell me that shes moving to New York with her new boy in 4 months. It made me feel like something I was wrong with me.

Thanks for reading my journals and commenting, it means a lot to me.


For new years I hang out with Marja.
I wasn't sleezy, i'm not sure if i can be sleezy.

What is the simplest way of explaining what happen last night without making it sound stupid? I went to visit my crush, her name is Marja, to watch some invader zim and queer as folks. Some how the evening turning into playful teasing, but nothing serious happened. I think there was one instance were you could have said that we a kissed. But it was still an amazing evening. She may be playing games with me, but thats ok because I went into the situation knowing that was an option. But the perk is she said I was growing on her, I hope that much is true. I talked to Marja last night and she said she really enjoyed that even as well, that comment made me very happy. I've had a spring in my step for the last two day.

Logic will heart your heart.
In short you may be think to much .

Merry Christmas!!! I hope Santa bought you everything you wanted.

Thank you for you very sweet comment, it means a lot to me. I know that good friends will always be there for you and Im happy to say that I still have one very good friend from this whole relationship trade in.
I guess Im going through a tough time, I feel depressed and I just cant shake it off, maybe I should get medicated. It made me smile when you said I seem very caring I try to be caring. I personally think that there are far too many jaded mean people in the world, so I decided not to be one. I just hope that your right about thing getting better and people be here for me, because there are some times were I just feel utterly alone.

happy holidays

I enjoying this wonderfull weather too, I have shovel around the house yesterday and I fucked up my back...that scres me cuz I'm not that old...oh well

FINNEY

I actually enjoy the cold weather, call me crazy...maybe it's because I dont get to see it all the time and I dont have to go to work either.

I'll to put serious though in that SB thing...I could do it but if I ever wanted to do something important like be a cop I dont think that would fly.
FINNEY:SB MIGHT HURT MY POLITICAL CAREER

thank you for that. it does help. i know others are there or have been there... but it just sucks, you know?

anyway, thank you.

Snow is very beautiful; it can take a clutter unloved yard and turn into a thing of beauty. The only draw back of snow is a lot of people drive badly in it. Im more afraid of other idiots on the road then the snow.
I hope you get less stressful; too much stress can be bad for you. I didnt need to stress too much about buy presents this year. I traded all of my friends in for a bad relationship, so now that my bad relationship is gone, so are most my friends. So I only needed to worry about buying gifts for about 3 friends and my parents, so I have it easy.

Last time I check and that was a while ago we had about 3-4 inches of snow.

So did you have any plans for the new years?
It seems like everyone already has plans for the New Years.

dont care what sudafed does to me as long as I stop feeling all pooy
I cant wait for snow. Its so fun. I really like the cold, it forces more people inside because makes it safer for me outside. People bug me. I also like snow because its fun to watch how others react to it.

I hope you feel better.
good luck finding a good job

believe it or not but this is the time in at lease 7 years that i've had been actually frame to out my mattress on. and the frame sucks goat.

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FINNEY:MAN OF LITTLE WORDS