hm i woke up late for work..but i never got a call from them or anything and its an hour later...hm i guess im at the point with this job and how i am scheduled..that i can just come in whenever the fuck i want hahaha...im sure not..its DQ for god sakes.
i need this day to get things done...i actually may be able to... Read More
god fucking dammit..this night was living hell...i want to fucking slice my wrists open.
(dont mind me...im just a fucking severly depressed/bipolar(but the doc doesnt think so) suicidal)
so im sitting here at 3 am smoking a cig and being stoned as a motherfucker hahahah its so great...so anyways here is what happened yesterday at the concert....
we left here around 5...went and picked up a dub and while we were there i sat in the car..when my friends (jessie and jason) came backi tried to start the car but it wouldnt (been... Read More
Reminds me of the worst concert i ever went to. i say concert it was in a club, so you decide. Anyway there were 3 bands playing, and the first was the best!!! they played electric blues, which i love. the next band were these neo-doors wantabes who kept plugging their next show at another club! i love the doors, but not thses guys, then the final act was a bunch of hair band throw backs called LSD who tryed playing pyscho-dellic speed metal Thank bocus for the beer or i would have opened a vein!!!
ugh *turns fan towards me* its so fucking hot here...85 degrees ....yea yea i know...doesnt seem that hot, but for bellingham, wa its fuckin hot as hell. jesus. i guess its record breaking lol and iwas working too (Dairy Queen) and there atleast 20 people in line inside and 7 cars in drive thru for 3 hours straight (which is fucking hell)
what a great... Read More
omg...i love the movie Requiem for a Dream...fuckin a. hahaha.
its so crazy and fucked up and really fucking sad...but im drawn to it for some reason....
the mother in that movie reminds me of my mom...is that a bad thing?...well no one would know what i was talking about unless you have also seen the movie.
and because i see that resemblence with my... Read More
hm, not much to update...i took some new pics of me..but i cant seem to find them on here (my computer) maybe i uploaded them onto my sisters computer without even realizing it...hmm
im so fucking busy lately...it sucks...im most likely not going to be graduating in June. i fucked it up for myself for the last time..there isnt much else i can do to... Read More