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I went tear-assin' through the country the other day. Searching for locations. It appears I will have to do a little trespassing. I went to the town I grew up in and was suprised by how much has changed there. The town has a Subway, the roads are paved, street signs, fences, fences, and more fences.

Oh, a UFO came down and abducted me. The...
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loco77:
I know this is an older entry, but I really enjoyed it. I liked the comment "Isn't it strange how the smallest decisions have the largest impact on our lives?". It's so true, even the slightest decisions have their effects.

Also, you have greeaaaaatttt!!!!! (okay, I kinda feel a little tony the tiger in that) movie taste. Huge fan of Texas Chainsaw Massacre. And I'm an even bigger fan of Eraserhead. So, are you a Lynch head also??

I think I may have seen you at the Shackshakers but I wasn' t sure. I'm also kinda shy, in a weird way, I guess.

Thanks for the recent comment. I'm glad i'm doing better. I used to bitch about paying insurance, and now I know why I pay it.

Lastly, drunks suck. I'm sorry about your roommate being such a drunk, that sucks.

Take care.
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Another entry! I just finished the script. I decided to scrap the script I worked on during the summer. I finished that one a couple of weeks ago. As soon as I was done, I read back over it and thought, "Man, what a piece of shit." Three months was spent working on that thing. It's not total crap. There are parts that can and...
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toughgirl:
Hope everything goes well with finding people for your movie, and you are very right about there being a lot of dreamers in springshit-all talk, nothing ever gets done! people end up staying here for years and years and accomplishing nothing other than becoming the manager of Kmart or something comparable, it's sad.
If you at least get to go to Austin, then it is not a disaster smile but I hope you get what you want.
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The following is an excerpt from the book In Cold Blood by Truman Capote.

You are a man of extreme passion, a hungry man not quite sure where his appetite lies, a deeply frustrated man striving to project his individuality against a backdrop of rigid conformity. You exist in a half-world suspended between two superstructures, one self-expression and the other self-destruction. You are strong, but...
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I hate working on the car. The battery was fried so I was forced to install a new one. There was no way I was going to take it to the shop. Spent too much time and money there in the last week. So I decided to do it myself.
Pain in the ass. It was kind of funny. The car was parked in front...
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belladea:
You're in good company. I'll be crying myself to sleep today too. Life is such a smelly cunt.

Apologizing to your friend might just work. You should try it. wink

I liked your story about your dad. I got yelled at a lot for not shining the flashlight properly. Dads are all alike.
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We Wanted Dance Music

Dear Pluto,

Things could happen. You never know. The only sounds that I hear are the dishwasher adn the hum of the laptop. Also, a ceiling fan. Images blur. They leave streaks.


So, Youre there. What are we gonna do? Lets go to the old Dance Club. good idea!!!!!!!! We havent been there for years. Thats cause you got arrested for...
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belladea:
Ummm... I don't really know what to say about that but it made me smile so... kudos!

So glad you enjoyed my pussy prickles. kiss

I didn't know that Willie was coming here. I missed Emmylou. frown Perhaps I'll make it to see Willie. That would be very cool.
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toughgirl:
thanks for the pictures! did you get some good ones at the rev? Kerri and I wanted to get closer but my crazy psycho ex kept pushing us out of the way if we tryed to get closer, dumbass! (him, not you) anyhow, hope you had fun!
belladea:
Great pic!
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"I hate talking to people! I talk to 'em and dey just stand there. They look at you like you got shit all over your face!"

I heard this as I was entering the Dillon's on National and St. Louis. A woman was screaming this to a man across the parking lot. Funny.




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Saturday night. Came home to find my roommate passed out drunk on the couch. This was at 9:30 PM. There was a total of five empty wine bottles in the apartment. Is that a large amount to drink in one sitting? I don't know. I rarely drink wine. I almost drank a bottle by myself the other night. I couldn't finish it. Just can't get...
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belladea:
Yes... being married to one's roommate sux. Seems being married to yours would be doubly so.

The last time I got stupid drunk was a couple of years ago, when a good friend of mine died. 10 shots of Jack. I passed out with my head on the toilet. Even while that drunk and sad I could feel how stupid I looked. I'll never be able to drink whiskey again. I can't drink past the ability to stand up anymore. My vanity won't let me.

I wrote a fugue once... in B minor... just to see if I could. It wasn't as hard as I was led to believe.

I've been listening to a lot of Leonard as of late. I always listen to a lot of Leonard. He's one of the few I am always in the mood for.




toughgirl:
alcoholics, they'll only bring you down in their self-destruction, you just gotta let him do his shit, it's terrible, but they don't want help until they actually want to change. it's a sad thing to watch.
braces? you've been thinking of making a character with braces, interesting, I don't even think about braces anymore, I think they are the farthest thing from my mind.
I see you're going to the shackshakers too, yay! were you there in january? he broke out numchucks!! crazy southern hickabillys.
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Aurora Borealis was a no show. Atleast from where I am at. I blame the damned msu parking garage and its 2 billion lights. Parking garages should be dark and scary! Not well lit and safe! I'm gonna write a letter to someone.

I stood on my small balcony with a cup of wine. Yes, cup. Not glass. I haven't forgotten my backwoods heritage just...
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aiki is back! I'm so happy! biggrin

Edit: 635pm--Look for the northern lights tonight. According to the newspaper they might be visible here in springfield. I'm staying up super late so i can see them. the harvest moon will appear this saturday. i'll be howling at it for sure...

the coffee i drank earlier is starting to make me shake.

it feels good to be free