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I had tunnel vision earlier. Scary. Dehydraytion.

I'm going to the Acid tunnels sometime soon. I'm also on a quest to see a jellyfish. I think I'll wait until the weather drops about twenty degrees.

This weather is unbearable. I usually don't bitch about the weather, but I'm going to start bitching about now. This heat sucks!

Sugar Ray(Mark Mcgrath) is on Carson Daly. Ha...
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aidian:
Yes the overly appressive heat and evil sun are in cohoots to irk and irritate one and all.

And dogs are good...even the stupid ones who run into walls because they can. biggrin

toughgirl:
must...drink...liquid...
that's what I find myself thinking when I walk home from work, I always find myself in a strange haze, almost lost if I didn't know the way so well in the mid-afternoon heat, can't wait til september

mark mcgrath, what a fucking tool
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So I'm watching a documentary on Kerouac, one of my heroes since my mid teens. it shows a television interview of him in the last year of his life. Man, what a sad, depressing sight. Drunk, old, gone... He was in his mid forties when he died. Fucking wasted. I was all set for a cool movie on kerouac, but it just focused on how...
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aidian:
Yipe...it does sound as if your life is rather farrago after all. Maybe you should get a dog. smile They love you forever and sleep on your feet forcing you into an ackward and uncomfortable contortions...okay...maybe nix the dog. *L*

Sorry...I'm being random.. I apologize.

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I'm listening to "Someone Still Loves you Boris Yeltsin". I like it. Their music makes me want to put on a cardigan and fall in love. I've met Tom a few times. He's nice. He likes David Lynch almost as much as I do.

Uh oh. Time to go.

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Got the apartment! Over a thousand square feet. There's even a fucking bar in it! Built in 1900s and was intended to house Springfield's upper crust. Deteriorated into rat infested crack house. Closed in 2004 for remodeling. Now it's good as new. The manager said we checked out on everything so we should be able to movie in next Friday. If we still want it....
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aidian:
*snickers* Not unless it involves chicken processing.... tongue

I would much rather live closer to Springfield. Although I do believe I will be moving soon. smile

When do you find out if the place is yours?
belladea:
Hooray!

I'm sorry I don't hate you anymore. I probably never did, really. I just hated one person in particular and it was enough hate to spread around to everyone. But I bought some earrings and now I'm better. biggrin
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Glenstone Liquor is closing down. I talked to the owner tonight. He said they are tearing down the builiding and putting in a strip mall. I loved that little store. It had character. Plus, the beer is always cold. The owner is retiring. Bleh. I bought one last six pack of pabst from them.

Thought about going for a bike ride tonight. A little ride...
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toughgirl:
This whole town is one big strip mall, it's beginning to get rather depressing. It used to have a little bit of character, I remember as a child, each area had it's own look, now it's all the same.

I can not speak the names of those people, just in case you know them, have befriended them, whatnot...I have to be careful, don't want to start some stupid drama that I don't really care about, they just get on my nerves sometimes.

and morawk! ha! tongue what a joke...long ago I dated a guy who started getting on morawk and thinking all of those fools were cool and then I realized that I didn't like him anymore, not b/c of the morawk, but because he was boring and immature and stalked me...but he liked morawk, so it should have been an instant dequalification.
belladea:
I watched Blue Velvet like two days ago. I love that movie.

I am sorry that you don't want to lick Hayden. I'm having a small obsession problem right now. Bear with me. Or don't. It will continue either way.

I'd have to agree that music is better than sex. I would like for someone to change my mind... someone like... Hayden Christensen, maybe.

Sorry... I couldn't resist. "I have no desire to lick that boy." That made me laugh. You couldn't have stated that more dryly if you tried.
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http://suicidegirls.com/members/Silencio/pics/55428/1/

I feel like this poor little feller.

"You can use your dick to make babies!!!" Matt M.

puke biggrin puke
loco77:
Thanks for the support.

Your words are so true. And actually, I have been playing more guitar this weekend smile

Thanks again!! Take care.
toughgirl:
oh man, that sucks...I get really disturbed by dead squirrels, I know it's silly, but I just love animals so much, when I pass one on the street, I can't look.
little too much to drink at the litigators eh?
and thanks for the englightening info, I had no idea!
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Ugh. I fucking hate the way I smell after I come home from the bars. I smell like cigarettes, cloves, cigars, pot, beer, yager, the street, springfield, etc.....like shit.

Almost punched some stupid fucking kid. Just cause Cameron told me to.

Fuck, did I see some bands tonight. Amazing. Unteen and the bragu fragu. Fucking FANTASTIC!! If you missed this then...you suck!!!

Drank so much...
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I'm watching a documentary on Samuel Goldwyn. Very inspiring. It must have been really cool to live and work in Hollywood during the old days.

Isn't it funny or sad when people become predictable? That's the thought that popped into my head a couple of minutes ago. I have no idea where it came from.

If you can't tell, I'm procrastinating.

........uh.....ok..........


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toughgirl:
I immediatly wanted to say, "i just think it's sad when people become predictable" but then I changed my mind b/c I think that it is sad when someone that you feel one of the main characteristics you love about them is their unpredictablity become predictable...and very funny when people who pride themselves on being unpredictable become predictable. But really, it's all predictable now isn't it?
And yay, black flag tribute, of course I'll be there! what else could possibly be more important to do in springfield on a friday night?
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Rain at night. Nice. Drip, drip, drip, drip...I should sleep good. The sound of heavy rain at night is another strange thing that I find comfort in. Very soothing to me. It's a good distraction from the nonsense of life.

I want a dragon roll. Yummy.

Django Reinhardt makes my heart scream.

My sister will be visiting this weekend. I get to meet her fiance,...
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If the teacher says you're bad and sends you to the principal...you can be a garbage pail kid...

I saw lots o' bands tonight. The dark alleys, brutally frank, the itch(?), and the thee fine lines. good stuff. Saw lots of cops too. undercover and over cover. funny stuff.

Springfield is silly.

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polli:
i'd buy him a guitar player friend ! kiss
toughgirl:
springfield is so silly! band/bar politics are ridiculous here...cracks me up, people walking around talking about the scene and I'm like, "what scene, there is no fucking scene"...I've never understood the people around here that act so elitist about the scene, it's non-existant, but they are good for a laugh.
are the dark alleys from springfield? i've never heard of them, I'll have to watch for them.
the grass is greener on my side, once I realized that, my life got a lot better.
guess i shall see you around?
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With the good, comes the bad. Another early morning wake up by the cops. Thankfully, it was not for something I did. According to my neighbor, three guys broke out the window to my car. Fuckers. They broke my window. That's it. What's funny is that my car is never locked. They could have just opened the door and took whatever it is that they...
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belladea:
Hahaha... You think I haven't tried the whole communicating thing with him? I'm an Oprah junkie. I've tried every trick in the book. When we do communicate, if you can call it that. All he does is discredit my side and we're back where we started. It's impossible to get combative with him because he won't fight. He WILL NOT fight. Sometimes I need a good fight. I'm a VERY passionate person. He's not so much. I need a good yell, but not if I'm the only one yelling cuz then I feel like I'm just being a crazy bitch. Really, I am FAR too passionate a person for him. He only just now figured that out, I think.

I'm too much for a lot of people, though. I'm pretty intense. I'm an artist. What the fuck do they expect?

He tells me that what is bothering him is that I don't have a job and we need more money and if I had a job and we had more money then everything would be just peachy-keen. (Peachy-keen is my word, not his.) So, as soon as my car is legal again, I'm going out to get a job and after that doesn't miraculously make our lives better, I'm doing something about it.

Therapy probably is a waste of time. I think I just need somebody to listen to me ramble on about my stupid shit and paying someone to do it seems to be the only way it's gonna happen. And I have some MAJOR past issues to deal with. Self esteem problems, all that rot.

Why am I writing all this shit in your comments? I guess its just cuz I like your nose.

You weren't really going to get a nose job were you? I hope you're kidding. I shouldn't say that. I'd love to get a nose job. It would be very subtle... just skinny up the tip a little. I don't like the whole roundness. Eh... it's not the biggest problem on my plate, so... no biggie.

Michael Wincott is awesome, isn't he? In 1492, he was about the sexiest a man could ever get... besides the massacres and all.

Thanks for liking my pix. I find that if you take enough pix of yourself, you're bound to come out with a few pretty good ones. God bless digital cameras with timers. I think I'll post some of my other photography pretty soon. Some that I'm not in.
loco77:
You went to school in Fair Grove. My husbands family is from there. You may have gone to school with his cousin Austin. Hope you doing well. Take care!!