silence_breaks

yesterday consisted of the following: buying two cool shirts from salvation army. buying groceries. talking to one of my best friends, who lives in wisconsin, to learn that her dad is dying. watching a little girl get hit by a car. freaking out, calling 911, and watching helplessly. smoking a pack of cigarettes. drinking five beers. going to the bar and drinking two pitchers of...
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Mfecane/Difaqane

Accident prone, I told a girl that I loved her.
Translation: I want to play all your boardgames
all night, every night, until we've eaten all the cereal
in the house, until I've gotten around to getting
an advanced degree in misanthropy. But who am I kidding?
It would/could never work due in large part to my belief
that rivers flow not because of...
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on monday, i got my new tattoo. i think it looks really good. a little bit of the color is coming out a little bit, so i'm gonna go in and have it touched up, but overall, i dig it lots. i will have a picture as soon as my computer stops being extremely lame.

my mom and sister are in the process of moving...
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If you want, I will put on the rest of your bandages,
I w/ill give you: antibiotics, IV drips, a bouquet of flowers,
a real live dragon. But not just any dragon: the best dragon.
One that can use his firebreathing capabilities for good
instead of the occaisional human barbequeing, one that already
knows how to control his errant wingflappery and
will take you any...
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i had to get that entry out of your friends pages. sorry kids! hah. all is golden.

ok so my tattoo: i want to get it soon but someone should design something for me. because i generally hate template tattoos and i don't think they have one of what i want. yes. so get at me. soon.

much love kids.

honestly, i can't even remember the last time i've felt like this. maybe it's the drinking. maybe it's her. maybe it's me. but either way, it's destroying me and i don't know what to do.

i think i shall get a new tattoo today.

yeah, i apologize with all my heart about the cryptic entry. i hate them just as much as you do. i...
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a) i'm on some sort of super-bender right now.

b) cinco de mayo last night at work was rough for a little bit but overall it was actually really fun - being there made me feel like i actually work in a "real" bar. very weird. everyone was getting shitty drunk and yelling and doing drunken things. it made me happy.

c) i talked things...
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Oh Buddy

After you were murdered, I opened
our closet and dragged your things
off of the floor: they belong not here
anymore. I will give your favorite blankets
to the kids, the fedora with the juice stain
to the cat, but your tattered bathrobe,
that will stay with me.

Ill wear it: to your funeral,
while paying the mortgage,
to the grocery store looking...
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i've spent the vast majority of the past month debating what to do about this particular girl that i really like. but the situation is much too complicated to go into on here, so i will just leave it at that.

by the time my next day off comes around, i will have worked 15 straight days.

my best friend visited yesterday and i couldn't...
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