what's up. not a lot here. i'm in kalamazoo now. i live alone. yeah it gets lonely, but it's what i need, i think. i need the privacy and the quiet. it gets excessively quiet sometimes - and a little scary - but overall, i'm quite pleased with it.
i hate crying. i never do it. i don't know why, i just do. but i almost started crying when my mom drove away after helping me move in on thursday. almost, mind you, but that's still much more than what normally comes out of me. i couldn't help it. everyone in my family was so fucking helpful and understanding during this whole moving process, i can hardly fathom it. whether it be buying a couple things here and there or renting a truck to haul out of my shit out of their houses and into my very first residence, it's just been amazing and i can't begin to thank them enough. of course, i'm sitting here, ranting on a suicidegirls journal as opposed to telling them honestly. but oh well.
i'm going to go put up posters now.
i hate crying. i never do it. i don't know why, i just do. but i almost started crying when my mom drove away after helping me move in on thursday. almost, mind you, but that's still much more than what normally comes out of me. i couldn't help it. everyone in my family was so fucking helpful and understanding during this whole moving process, i can hardly fathom it. whether it be buying a couple things here and there or renting a truck to haul out of my shit out of their houses and into my very first residence, it's just been amazing and i can't begin to thank them enough. of course, i'm sitting here, ranting on a suicidegirls journal as opposed to telling them honestly. but oh well.
i'm going to go put up posters now.
pureblu12225:
how exciting congrats on movin into your own place...turn some music on defeat the silence yo 