I don't know what to say...
Called up my popuratzi friend Toby (www.tobycohen.com) last night and asked him if he wanted to go out for a few beers.
Called up my sister and my friend Nivi to ask if they wanted to come with us.
We picked up Sara and a friend of hers who needs to learn how to chill out and went to this bar that ironically was chozen by Toby but ended up being the pub that everyone in Nivi's area goes to and where he spent a lot of time in High school.
I met Nivi when he was serving in the army and took a vacation leave to Camp Ramah Darom in Clayton Georgia. He's just one of those people whose a friendly cuss who can lighten up anyone's day. I spoke to him about twice a year for three years and then at my sister's party the other night had him over and it's like we never went in differnt directions.
I don't know what I'm rambling about. I'm at school and only got likr 4.5 hours of sleep last night and I'm just typing I think to avoid going back into the lecture I deem 'microsoft' class.
Whatever, last night was a moon exclipse and this morning has been ful of wierd vibes. Life makes sense in an upside down, backwords, and inside out sort of way right now.
Love to everyone.
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edited to add: I GOT THE INTERNET BACK MOTHERFUCKERS!!!! YEAH!!!!
Questions:
1. Can you imagine the idea of not being alive?
2.Have you ever thought about killing youself?
3. Have you ever felt utterly alone?
4. Have you ever reconnected with an old friend?
5. Have you ever felt like you lost something you could never get back?
6. Have you ever made a work of art that made you cry?
7. Have you been forced to give up love?
8. Have you ever felt pure rage against the human race?
9. Have you ever died(not like reincarnation, has the body you are now in suffered from heart/breath stop and had to be revived)?
All of my answers are 'yes'.
Called up my popuratzi friend Toby (www.tobycohen.com) last night and asked him if he wanted to go out for a few beers.
Called up my sister and my friend Nivi to ask if they wanted to come with us.
We picked up Sara and a friend of hers who needs to learn how to chill out and went to this bar that ironically was chozen by Toby but ended up being the pub that everyone in Nivi's area goes to and where he spent a lot of time in High school.
I met Nivi when he was serving in the army and took a vacation leave to Camp Ramah Darom in Clayton Georgia. He's just one of those people whose a friendly cuss who can lighten up anyone's day. I spoke to him about twice a year for three years and then at my sister's party the other night had him over and it's like we never went in differnt directions.
I don't know what I'm rambling about. I'm at school and only got likr 4.5 hours of sleep last night and I'm just typing I think to avoid going back into the lecture I deem 'microsoft' class.
Whatever, last night was a moon exclipse and this morning has been ful of wierd vibes. Life makes sense in an upside down, backwords, and inside out sort of way right now.
Love to everyone.
---------
edited to add: I GOT THE INTERNET BACK MOTHERFUCKERS!!!! YEAH!!!!
Questions:
1. Can you imagine the idea of not being alive?
2.Have you ever thought about killing youself?
3. Have you ever felt utterly alone?
4. Have you ever reconnected with an old friend?
5. Have you ever felt like you lost something you could never get back?
6. Have you ever made a work of art that made you cry?
7. Have you been forced to give up love?
8. Have you ever felt pure rage against the human race?
9. Have you ever died(not like reincarnation, has the body you are now in suffered from heart/breath stop and had to be revived)?
All of my answers are 'yes'.
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2. No, for all the reasons above.
3. Yes, most often when around other people. The worst kind of alone.
4. Yes, many times. it keeps me hoping that it will happen again.
5. Yes, my best friend, twice now. two different friends, one was driven away after I forgave him for sleeping with my SO, I could forgive him but she couldn't, the other left because she says she was tired of waiting for me, but I never knew she was...
6. No but I have seen works of art that made me cry, one was a portrait of me and I shudder at the pain that she captured. I hate that people see that in me.
7. Yes, see above, I loved them both in different ways.
8. Have I ever not?
9. No but OMG just the thought has me close to a panic attack.