Finally have two days off. Works been killer bumming me out. I love my job. I knew what I was getting into when I signed up, and I'm never surprised when I see new things, but some of this stuff really takes its toll on me. I've been sleeping 12-13 hours a day now because I'm miserable thinking about all the terrible shit stuck in my head. Grrr.
I need to shoot my guns. That always makes me feel better
I need to shoot my guns. That always makes me feel better
korbin_armand:
You need to learn to be able to shut it off, stop taking it so to heart as they say. Sad as it is, you need to develop an ability most of the peeps you put away already have, emotional off switch. Not just for abit, but honestly be able to just chuck it up to foul ppl and move on without it weighing on you. If you cant? well it will slowly and constantly pile up on you. Eventually consuming you and destroying everything in your life.