Hope y'all had a good weekend.. mine was ok... i realised that alcohol + siara = crazy jealous insane siara... is it too much to want the person you are with to not want other people?!?!... yeah yeah i know it is... i know it is human nature and all that.. and it doesn't mean that he doesn't want me.. rah rah .. and i want other people too .. etc.. but it doesn't matter how many times i am told this.. it doesn't make me feel any better about myself when i see a sexy grrl that the boy i am with is checking out.. i guess i just wish i was confident enough to be happy with myself.. then i would not turn into jealous bitch... wah.. life sucks!!..
...but anyway... everythings not really that bad!!... i went and saw 28 days later the other day.. which was fuckin cool.. been seeing some really good movies lately.. now I just want to see the new lara croft movie so i can perve on angelia jolie..
posted out all the rest of the Beserk stickers yesterday.. so watch out in your mailbox!!..
Hey anyone got any ideas of what I should do for my next set.. am still waiting on getting the manga grrl school uniform made.. which I want to use.. but I want to do one before then.. but can't decide what the hell to do..
My question for today.. do you believe humans are supposed to be bi-sexual?? I have been having an ongoing debate with a male friend of mine that says no.. I think it is defiently the case with females but i am not sure about males...
hugs n kisses to y'all
SIARA
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i dont know. i think guys are to caught up in being macho to think in that manner. this isnt my field.
the singapore market is great b/c it's completely fad based and if something is "in" EVERYONE has to have it - and they don't mind spending $ for it. as a matter of fact, they would rather spend big bucks for it b/c it's a status symbol society as well.
bunch of label whores.
anyway, i know that doesn't make the artist in you cheer, but it should make the business woman in you cheer.
and there are definitely some free thinkers there too, who will appreciate what you do and what i'm trying to do - stlye/art - for what it is.
jealousy is hard. it's human nature. but, and i know this kind of trust is hard to come by, but if you trust the person you're with the beautiful thing is to see all the hot boys/girls checking out your hot date and wanting to be with him/her and you know that he/she is really YOURS!
answer to the question of the day -
i have pondered that one much myself, and the conclusion i've come to is that it isn't even a/b sexuality. it's not that i think humans are by nature bisexual, it's a/b love.
and i think that if humans are open-minded (which is not necessarily their nature) and honest w/ themselves they'll find love sometimes in places they didn't think they were looking for it.
for example - i am married to one love of my life - a man, but the other love of my life is a woman. and i guess that means i'm bi, but i dont' really think of it in those terms. to me she is just a person i love.
in my book you love PEOPLE, not GENDERS.
cheers,
vega