Friday Mar 11, 2005

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I found the most beautiful apartment and today I get to go and get the keys. I feel like everything in my life has led up to this, and that all of the 'mistakes' I've made no longer matter because they all led me here and I am so happy and content.
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kozmikgirl:
That is so good!

When I was still living with my parents, I went over to a friend of mine's friend's apartment with him. That day, while we were visiting his friend, I had to use their bathroom. While I was in the bathroom I suddenly realized I wanted to move out of my parents house & be on my own. I thought to myself, in that bathroom "I want to have an apartment just like this one!"

A month or so later I moved into the same apartment building as his friend & afew years later, while they were remodeling the building, they moved me into the very apartment where I had made that decision. That is where I still live right now.

Sometimes, when I am in now MY bathroom, I think of that moment & smile.
sin_:
I'm glad things are going soooo... well for you right now!!! Keep it up! biggrin

Monday Mar 07, 2005

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Almost everything in life is wonderful. Work is great, friends are great, and boyfriend is very great. The only thing wrong is that the house I was moving into just completely fell through, and I already put in my notice, so now I have about a week to find a place to live, and then about a week to move into it. Venice and I...
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sempi:
Good luck finding your new pad.
sin_:
I hope the house hunting has gone well, I'm sure your friend Venice will help you get something good.

It good that you sound so happy too keep the smiles going biggrin

Saturday Feb 19, 2005

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I went out after work with some coworkers tonight, and I had a lot of fun. I've never actually been out with these guys before because the last time I worked with them I wasn't of age to go out, so this was nice. Now It's almost three in the morning and I just got home and now I'm waiting to see if my sweetheart...
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venice:
If you still want to come, I would love to have you. But I don't want to make you give up any of your life here. Plus, I would have to know that you were absolutely serious about it, if it came down to it. But that's all details I guess. Of course I want you to come. But you don't have to come, I would be okay if you didn't.
venice:
Oh, honey, I need you all the time. I just don't want you to think you have to come. And of course it's important to me to do something big alone, and I could if I had to. It would just be way more fun, and way less terrifying, and way... better all around if you were there. I would probably have a freak out because of having no friends right away if you weren't. But I don't want to feel like I'm dragging you across the country, you know?

Wednesday Feb 16, 2005

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God I'm not very good at keeping up with this. I have somehow become part of several online communities by request of others and I wasn't even good at being part of one. Oh well. I am about to move further away from my friends very soon so I will probably have more time on my hands then. I am moving into a house with...
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venice:
Thanks, darling. And really, I of all people should understand the need to do something by yourself, for yourself. Really, I'm glad that you're moving and starting over and just being yourself for once. It's about time. I just can't help being a little selfish in there too... I'm sure you understand that. wink Except the last time you were thinking selfishly while I was doing things for myself, they both happened to line up. So lucky you. smile
sin_:
I hope it goes well for you at the new house. You have had a lot of changes in your life recently and I must admit you are a strong person to take them all as well as you have appeared to.

BTW the new pic looks great even prettier wink

Tuesday Feb 01, 2005

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It occurrs to me that I don't really know how to be in a new relationship. I am young and for the majority of my (since I could date) youth I have been with one man, one man who didn't exactly leave the best impression of men on me. So now I'm starting something new and it's terrifying. It just makes me realize how much...
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1stxer:
All I can say is .. no need to rush back into another relationship.
venice:
Hehe, I love you too, but you probably figured that out already. wink

Sunday Jan 30, 2005

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i know i don't talk about much else but he's coming home today...he's coming home he's coming home.

Friday Jan 28, 2005

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Just two more days to go. He called late last night and we talked for a while. I just can't wait for him to come home.
sin_:
Its good you are enjoying being together and obviously him calling means he is bothered. Relax and enjoy yourself. It sounds like you have found someone who does really care and value you biggrin
venice:
I didn't even think of that! You DO have an oven! I'll consider it, definitely!

Monday Jan 24, 2005

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things are so wonderful. except for the fact that he's across the country until Sunday...
sin_:
Well you're going great. One week will pass really quickly. See after all that guessing it turned out great. Keep smiling and I bet your stomach will be churning when Sunday comes. biggrin

Thursday Jan 20, 2005

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It's amusing that no one had any comments when I wrote about something positive. wink But, only more good news...he kissed me...he likes me...
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suicidal_george:
What? Good news?!
I'll just be moving along...

Just out of curiousity though, did any of the advice everybody gave you help out? Glad you had fun on the trip, i didn't mind that you were sleepy.
malkav11:
Woo. Good to see someone's making headway on the romance front. smile

Tuesday Jan 18, 2005

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yesterday was great. i went to the beach for the day with my friend and we had a wonderful time. we went shopping and we walked on the beach (for about two minutes because it was raining and so windy sand was flying everywhere) then we had dinner and went to the casino and went out for drinks. the drive home was a bit treacherous...
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Sunday Jan 16, 2005

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Oh you guys are all soooooo right. And thanks for taking the time to actually give me advice on my silly problems. I guess if that's the worst problem in my life i don't have it so bad, right? I was supposed to go away for the night to the coast with my friend, but the wheather in combination with my old and slightly scary...
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hotpockets:
No, I'm really looking forward to Spring Break being just a relaxing time... I want to be able to plan things so I don't just waste my time there sitting at home and stuff. I think going to the beach sounds like a fantastic plan.

I'll look forward to it.
jone2tone:
Hey, my thought, if it's a problem bothering you enough to feel the need to put it up here, it's serious enough to merit some form of advice....um...good or bad...heh.

On your ex, isn't it a safe guess that could be part of what made him as such?

Finally, on this guy....damn, I hope you get him!

Wednesday Jan 12, 2005

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i hate guessing games. i hate trying to figure out how someone feels about me by analyzing all of the 'signs'. why can't it just be simmple? i don't want complicated. if we like each other we should just say so, but for some reason it's complicated and neither of us have the guts to do it either way. i don't know how to read...
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prendick:
the only signs that mean anything are the ones you "get" when it happens you know...simple. (that's the way it was for me and my wife...still is 14 years later.
sin_:
Ypu know how you feel...do something about it..if you don't you will continue to wonder. If you feel its right DO IT!!!! Worrying is what your brain tells you to do...do what your heart tells you, take a risk!!!
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