Today I was forced to watch a girl at my school ridicule a "special" boy who I hang out with sometimes. Wait, he's not special to me he is just, well, slow. He is one of the nicest kids I've ever met and he's definetly better conversation than anyone else on campus due to his lack of social graces. All I could cough up was...
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well I just realized that I may as well let this three months run out before I cancel my account so you are all stuck with me for a while longer. I hope you can stand it...
die-period
die-period
aperfectsonnet:
Cancel your account why?
ello ello! I finally decided that I don't care if everyone in the computer lab at school see's naked women on the login screen, I wanted to drop in and see what was up in the SG world! This sadly will be my last post as I am going to cancel my account right now. I'm exited, this feels somewhat like a suicide note! However,...
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evil:
bye
bye
longblackbangs:
well it was fun while it lasted...a sudden feeling of lonlyness just swept over me (even more so that usual). I know your not gonna see this but oh well. You left in good form and you clever keyboard patter will not be forgotten. I much rather find this note here rather than swinging by your house and finding one laying next to your head in a bathtub of freezing water after your life has drained from your wrists.
love...
(the concensious is that it should just be dot dot dot...die is dead)
love...
(the concensious is that it should just be dot dot dot...die is dead)
The Ballad of St. Francisco.
If anything could have stopped me from
Doing what I am to do,
San Francisco has told me that
It could only have been you
No sooner than I stumble cross
This, the perfect ledge to leap off,
In fairytale fashion you,
Almost accidentally,
Splash the city with your smile.
And having taste the sweetness that
Your hair tosses about,...
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If anything could have stopped me from
Doing what I am to do,
San Francisco has told me that
It could only have been you
No sooner than I stumble cross
This, the perfect ledge to leap off,
In fairytale fashion you,
Almost accidentally,
Splash the city with your smile.
And having taste the sweetness that
Your hair tosses about,...
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captaincrass:
You had me at hello.
p.s. Noah hasn't been home
p.s. Noah hasn't been home
longblackbangs:
you account is still active because you have to specifically cancel it if you want them to stop charging you... 
No matter how bright the sun shines you still cant see time. Even as the minute hands you your future it runs from the second whose hands are confined to a race around repetition, and on the wall around our lack of ambition we stare At times finite rendition and ever so politely ask ourselves What the hell is missing? Now the hours are kissing...
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captaincrass:
Who decided that peas and corrots were good together and maybe even with corn. But if those bastards dont start making peas and corn Im gonna flip out! .......and then go back to sorting the marshmellows out of my lucky ckarms. Grab your pussywarmers folks, winter is upon us.
longblackbangs:
we're coming up on the one month mark with the journal entry bra...I know you like it when it looks like you have a bunch of folks talking to you but I promis I will make multiple replies if it means you will update more often.
lOVE...
lOVE...
Sometimes I hear voices in my head...
I hear you all feeding on your fixes. I close my eyes and focus, letting each sound reach recognizable, with waves they sail in and with hope they're washed away. I learn lifes intimate details through fictional characters, I'm fed fictional details through historical parody's. They're called news-anchors because they keep us from drifting off into clarity. I...
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longblackbangs:
you were actually in the duodenumns?!?!? Who were you covering for and/or who replaced you!!! Matt? nice new pic...can't really read that it says "The people of Nazi Germany thought there government was doing a good thing too." Did you put that on there all by yourself?
longblackbangs:
i can one up you on obscure facts. it is Son, Ambulance not Son Ambulance. (the comma is neccesary so you know he is implying it as "Son, get me an ambulance. The large king just cut me in my sleep!") At least that is the way I took it. Everything except the king stabing him. And for the girl...I think I'm gonna cut out my eyes and heart and throw them on a "bunson burner". And in the brief second before I die and am thrashing violently on the floor, I will say that her bright eyes burned through my bursting heart. (yeah its a stretch of a lyric but it would be a romantic death. Plus I just would like everone hear the word "Bunson Burner" over and over again when they thought of me. I think that is a better word than cellar door.
I was browsing edifyingspectacle.org last night and stumbled across a rather disturbing discussion about SG. Check it out there was some pretty outragious comments made by a "parent against pornagraphy" so I had to post a lengthy rebudle. Anyway I wrote my first ever Hiaku which I found so utterly random I had to share it with all of you, so;
Moss covered and sharp...
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Well, I just joined and figured I should mark this occasion with a journal entry. So here I am siting in front of my computer at 2AM hoping something comes of this, but I am already doing something different with these hours. I would normally be writing a poem or fantasy suicide note, or I would be playing guitar and singing myself to sleep (he...
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longblackbangs:
Congrats! The pics are great. I like #6 (not because I took it) but in some very roundabout way it is making an unmentioned dream come true...*hush hush* I already said too much.
zelda:
i just wanted to say that i liked your prose in the writers group, and welcome, the world needs more people who can make words dance like you do
It was so nice for you to stand up for me like that today...when that girl was barraging me with all those one liners she picked up from the TV reality show she watched last night I didn't know how to respond. But "special" is an over statement. I thought we talked about this..."the drooling kid with the bike helmet" is more than I deserve. (did i just cross a line somewhere...die...)
-I'm not sick any more son!
-You never were dying dad...
-...but I'm gonna live!!!
(I know i botched that up but you know)