Wednesday Nov 13, 2002

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MUAH HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! The Shortbus Superheros' (meaning me) have thier first real show next week. If anybody is going to be in Huntsville Tx. (hahahaha) come to the Ear Doctor on next Friday. I promise to rock yer ass.
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emily:
I called him....he's not home..It was his b-day yesterdayfrown
emily:
the boy,and I are together..

Sunday Nov 10, 2002

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Well...I did it again. I got bored with another girl just as she's getting attached. I just crave a girl who is distant and treats me like poo I guess. More mother issues I guess. But I have no clue how I'm gonna tell her "I just dont feel anything for you anymore." God I really am a nutt job. oi
By the way...did ya...
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emily:
Thank you for that comment in my journal!You're sweet!biggrin
catculus:
*kick*

Wednesday Nov 06, 2002

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Well.. mmy mom was never around much but she's still awesome. I was feeling down about wanting to be a songwritter and she gave me the best advice. I guess that's why I've been mad at her for so long. If she were a bad mother I wouldn't care that she wasn't around. It's the fact that she's so fucking good at it and I...
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alice:
i'm sure that if my parents had stayed together, i would have been incredibly miserable, and so would they. i have trouble understanding how they were ever together to begin with....

it's not like i'm the black plague, and no boys ever like me. i don't consider some dude grinding up on my leg at a club, or some guy shouting "nice tits!" from a car to mean that he likes me. i have a tendenacy to scare people, so i've been told. along with somehow convincing people i'm a bitch with out me ever talking to them.... men old enough to be my grandpa seem to like me, but that's kind of gross...
emily:
I like ducks....I'll never give up my duck.....well I don't even have any to give up....so I'll just shut up now.....

Monday Nov 04, 2002

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I hate Huntsville. Even Houston is better than this, but mostly I miss Austin. I was there this weekend with friends I haven't seen in forever. I really miss them a lot. I played the song I wrote for my friend and I think she liked it. I can never beleive that peple like my stuff...especially my friends.
alice:
i very rarely sleep that late. sometimes i'm rocking out too hard till like 11 am.... and the cure for getting yourself to sleep that night is to drink yourself into a coma.
emily:
Oh man!!I love the jokes you put in my journal!!!tongue

Friday Nov 01, 2002

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Well, I had a talk with my voice profesor/adviser today. I love that guy, he's so full of wisdom and always totally open minded about everything. I really feel better. We'll see if I still feel good after the weekend. I hope I still feel motivated when I get back from Austin.
catculus:
I'm afraid of the viola teacher here. Then again, that's my own fault.

Missing class is only a problem because I've already missed so much. And I'm down to one class so it's pretty pathetic when I miss it.
catculus:
it's not as much a problem with them being horny but with them making sure I know they are with everything they say.

Thursday Oct 31, 2002

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So here I sit...fully unmotivated. I have a shit load of work left to do and no interest in any of it. Old, dead theories of music which have little to do with my own Ideas. Same complaint as always. That and the other guitar player in my band won't conform to my playing style. If I write a song with one guitar line the...
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jab:
think J.R. Ewing

is houston still getting flooded right now?
catculus:
I like music theory

Monday Oct 28, 2002

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I've become really tired of this academic study of music crap! I go around from theory classes to music history classes and hear nothing but ideas that I don't like. My own theorys are begining to formulate and I'm tired of getting shot down every time I suggest something new or interesting, or even a new way to look at things. What's more is that...
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emily:
yes....i really do need to get my ass out of Alaska...This place is shit...really...