Yesterday I finally bought new headphones and it was about time! My old ones died moths ago and I've been using in-ear-plugs ever since. But they have absolutely zero noise-cancelling, so it's either turning up the volume to deafening levels or hear more of the surroundings than music. And in the train/tram/bus it's just horrible. And here they are, connected to my MP3-player blasting out...
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No work this week and the way it affects me is formidable. My mood as a whole is suddenly way better, at night I actually get some rest and - this might be the reason for that - I dream again. Yes, I know... scientifically speaking you dream every night, but usually I can't remember them. And that is hard for me, because I used...
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Me, doing the dishes, seems to upset evil spirits who are trapped in my glasses. Seriously. They scream in agony...
Well, I literally haven't drawn in years, but just like that it hit me just now and I made a quick sketch and added some PS-how-it-could-look-if-I-had-more-time-edits. Is it any good? Hell no, but for a quick work it's okay. At least for my standards. (Yeah, I'm not really good. I wasn't bad when I was little, but it just feels like every single blooming artistic...
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Because sometimes it is best, to do something constructive to even out bad mood. Of course it's not always working, or it's leading to other bad things. Like... obesity.
But look at these homemade chocolate-chip-cookies... Look at them! You know, you want them! (And I'm totally willing to share too!)
No sign of old pains fading. It's been years since a blade carved open a vent for trapped emotions. Every wrinkle, bump, every single unevenness is a memento - or memorial - of me losing to myself. All that I know.
And yet, although it's more like a graveyard now, an abandoned battlefield, a field of shame, there is still an ongoing battle. Every day.
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Today is the first day since Friday evening I'm fever-free! Yeah, took a little longer than expected and I'm on sick leave till tomorrow, BUT it's getting better! I was also able to eat something again and had my first coffee today. I'm so sick of tea right now, although I usually love tea.
So, what's the best thing to do if you start feeling...
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Not only do I have to get up on 5:30am tomorrow, but I managed to get sick too. Bit of fever, headache, eyes burn, dry, painful cough and my chest feels like I cuddled with a facehugger not too long ago.
What the heck, body? ლ(ಠ益ಠლ
Work sucks big time right now. And no free Saturday for me. Meh.
God, I miss my best friend. She moved to Germany quite some time ago, but this would be the perfect time to meet, snuggle, watch movies, get piss drunk and - that was one of the most awesome parts - just shut the fuck up together. Might sound strange, but that's a...
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Okay, first of all: I really hate to train people. I don't know why, it's just not my cup of tea. HOWEVER, obviously my boss thinks I'm actually good at it. That's why I'm always the one to take care of new stockroom-colleagues.
Now, the thing is: we are way too few people. But, because new personnel is expensive, the higher-ups usually go for casuals,...
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