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I miss him so much my fucking bones hurt. This is not fair, it's not right, there is no way to explain it away. I look back at all of the incredibly inferior men I had given my heart to in the past, and regret every second of it. I would not trade the time I had with him, however short it was, for anything...
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violently:
<3 i'm glad i could even just be there when you called. hugshugshugs
lizfitts:
kisskiss
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I was supposed to get married on October 6th. My fiance was killed this morning in a car wreck. I don't even know how to begin to deal with this.
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viking:
thats terrible! wow. im so sorry. i hope your friends and family are around you and can help you. i cant even imagine how hard it must be.
nikonphoto80:
i hope your doing ok, i still think about you all the time.
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Wow, 5 whole comments on my post about my dad dying, feeling the love for sure on here.

I am getting married in less than a month, and am so excited to be with the wonderful man I was so lucky to choose.


Anyway, things are good now, we have a new puppy, moving to a big place and there is talk about a little...
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nikonphoto80:
i would like to point out that I was one of the 5, just in case you forgot wink i hope you are healing up ok, i know it takes a long time.

but you know, I think some times people dont read journals of people who are not around a lot, its like calling some one over and over again and them not picking up, that is how some see it, but Im glad you post on here from time to time, I like reading your SG journals, I dont use Facebook very much, so I wouldnt really know what was going on with you if you didnt post on here.

wow, I knew you were getting married but didnt know it was coming up so soon.

And it is a really cute puppy, I want to see photos of the new place, so you are going to be having a baby in the next year?
walker:
I am a bit late on this one but i am glad to see life is treating you right.

Hope you have a great wedding and woot on the new pup and getting a bigger place.

Also i wish you much luck on the baby front.
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I had a great day on Monday. Sealed the deal on my awesome new place with my man, rented the party boat for our wedding party, hung out with my cousin who just moved here, and went with my finace to get color done on his sleeve. Topped the eve off with a great burger at Casino.

Woke up late Tuesday to a call on...
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thelibra:
I'm sorry about your Dad, sweetie. *hugs*
violently:
jesus christ. i just read this. i am so fucking sorry dude. frown
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So the man asked me the big question tonight. I said yes love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love
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walker:
Congratulations!
rabidbuttons:
Squee!!
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pandamonio:
come back to us and help make it better!
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walker:
Hola. Glad to hear things are going well for you with a new place and with the man. Also great to hear you are going back to school. Always a good thing. Hope all keeps going well for you.
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So I am all registered in school, taking two psychology classes, should be cool. Going back to school kind of scares me, but my man is going too, and I am sure we will be fine. I am so glad I have someone in my life that inspires me to do positive things.

We went back to our hometown earlier this week and took his...
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trocc:
good times, dude. smile
guitargeek:
biggrin
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Fuck this waiting tables bullshit. Fuck being at the same restaurant for 13 years and going nowhere fast. I am going back to school. The man and I both are, and I for one think it is very exciting and positive. It is amazing what I can do or put my mind to when I am around positive, happy people. biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin
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rabidbuttons:
biggrin
jena:
I just hope they stay up. I need the break. smile
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So let's see, I am hardly ever on here anymore, I just have lost my taste for this place I guess, and a lot has been going on.

My awesome man and I have been living together for about two months, and it is going really well. We have a deal, he cooks, I clean. So I get home to a hot dinner most nights,...
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trocc:
fucking awesome, darlin'. love
trocc:
smile thanks.
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Sad doggie update. I have been friends with a family for about 13 years, and I am their trusted house/dog sitter when they go out of town. Today I learned their 17 year old Chow, Sadie, passed away. I stayed there about 2 weeks ago, and could tell old girl didn't have much left in her, but man it sucked to hear that she died....
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nikonphoto80:
Im sure it was her time to go, she was very old, but it sure doesnt make things any easier does it.
rabidbuttons:
hughughughughughughughughughughug
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walker:
Still an awesome looking pup.
the_deacon:
I love my dogs!! Great picture.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lk6kvVGPURA
Leather Tuscadaro at her finest........
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jaggy:
suzi was cute and she had bawls unlike the talentless slugs today. i sound like a old man! yeah!
she was on the muppet show and happy days, though.
jena:
Thank you so much for that commentary. blush kiss Thank you.

I caught RoL recently- the one where he dumped off the tomboy. Who the fuck were those other bitches? There were 2 I didn't know at all. But...as I said I've been out since Marcia. frown