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I guess I'm just to immature to fit in with people my age.whatever

My quest for real life friends isn't going very well, so I've decided to give up the fight, and let what ever happens, happen. I always feel like the odd one in the group, like people don't get me. I just want fun to happen and not have it feel forced.
cavort:
Thanks biggrin , i believe that too.
I'd rather not dwell, So I try to embrace the things I like instead.

I have a hard time fitting in with most people too, in real life at least.
A lot of people find me a little too blunt, a little too open, and a lot of just making up the steps as I go along.
I don't do well with set plans, I'd rather let things flow as they will.
Forcing things generally doesn't work out.
lovelygamer:
awwhh babe. We love you no matter what your age or maturity level. kisses. You are the sweetest. <3
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If I don't have some kind of real fun soon I'm going to explode. I have dreams of hard drinks and hot girls but then I wake up to the same old shit. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. I'm really trying to enjoy the little things and not focus on the stress but it's so hard. I feel lost.

One positive...
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cavort:
Mmm hard drinks and hot girls, that does sound like a good time. Now I want to get out and have some fun too!
missmalice_:
Yeah the icing on the cake was when he said he wouldn't cover my time off whenever I decided to go get a piece of dick. I really wanted to punch him in the face, instead I called him a prick.
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Fuck this shit. I don't care anymore about anything. My life fucking sucks and I can't do anything about it. This blog sucks, I know. I write this as if it will help anything but it won't, I just have no one else to say it to other than the fucking internet, cause I have no real friends or family who give a shit.
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sickgirl78:
*hugs* I always try to think to myself, when it feels as shitty as it can possibly get and you feel like you've hit rock bottom, there is only one way for things to go, and that's up, along with up, better. I hope this is true for you!!! *hugs again*
lovelygamer:
Sherman I wanted to thank you for stopping by when I was flipped out the other day. Are things any better on your end today? <3
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I can't wait till this weekend. I get to be on a panel of 5 judges for my favorite bar to sample beers from around the world. 40 lucky brews will make the final cut for the all new "World Beer Tour" they have every summer.

The beer tour is cool. You have 3 months to drink and finish all 40 beers, when you complete,...
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remi:
mmmmmm beer smile
prettynpunk:
I hope
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I'm going shooting today and I can't wait. I love the how my stress melts away when I'm putting bullets through a target.

Also, I think I'm in the mood to take naked pictures of myself.
throughnthrough:
oooh nakeeness! wink and goodness, the only gun i've ever shot was a paintball gun, and THAT made me nervous blush ...but i hope you have fun!
cavort:
Shooting guns then getting naked!?
Sounds like a pretty ideal day to me!
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I can't believe how fast I went from being ok with myself to not. People can be real assholes. Someone's real lucky they didn't get pistol whipped today.
I know I shouldn't take one persons opinion to heart but I can't help but let it get to me.
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missmalice_:
Consider it done biggrin
lovelygamer:
Whose ass do we have to kick?kisskiss
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Today's my dads birthday.

I miss him.

R.I.P. - Robert Turner ( Bobby T)
throughnthrough:
Happy Birthday to him! It must be a tough day, but like you said- he is at peace...smile *hugs and kisses*!!
prettynpunk:
Happy birthday to your daddy smile I hope you remember all the good times through out the day
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prettynpunk:
Thanks wink
prettynpunk:
Haha oh man.
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Why is so hard to find someone to trade pictures with? I've been wanting to do this for a while, but no luck. I have girlfriends who do this all the time, with more than one guy. I just want some naked fun too. I think it's ture that women hold all the power when it comes to anything to do with sex or nudity.
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missmalice_:
I completely agree with you!
prettynpunk:
better?